callie in chains

slave

2011-08-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

... I crave hands, not batteries.
Teeth and breath, not plastic.

Have you ever touched yourself while talking to me?

I might have back when...
You could make me react without having to.

We did connect a bit.

Ya, just a little. ;)

Come crawl in my lap.

I would in a heart beat.

Why do I get the feeling you would do much of what I crave?

Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

You tell me... is it?
To me it is beautiful, but you knew that.

*smiles*
It's like I am supposed to... need to, want to...

I lay in bed sometimes and wonder about why I see you nude before me.

Come up with any answers?

Slave comes to mind when I allow it to surface...
How often to you feel that side of yourself?

Only ever when talking to one person in particular have I ever felt more slave than just submissive.

Is that what haunts you? That feeling of being a slave?

The connection that it would take to make me so.

I don't think you have ever said no to me.

Nope, not even when you said you would push me to my limits... and even beyond.

Would you ever say no?

I have no desire to say no to you.
...and I don't know why. I have thought about it a lot.

connection

2011-08-15T23:24:00.000-07:00

Did you let your mind wander today?

It does everyday.

What did you think on?

Little things throughout the day... wishing things were different.

Like touching, smelling, and feeling that connection...simple? You want to feel that collar don't you?

Yes. That is a pretty big hole inside lately.

Did you feel a little better doing as told last night? Even for a moment?

Yes, a little.

It's just not wanting to do, it's that need. To be what is needed.

It's not even just the submission alone.. it's the whole picture that I am needing... a connection I am craving, along with the physical presence and giving of myself... all of it. Each part is sitting before me separately... none of it fills the void alone.

Friendship, companionship, the feel of someone in the house that cares, letting go and accepting where you need to be, having someone that gives a damn about you...

Yes..

Someone that values you... beyond anyone else.

Dammit, why do you always make me cry?

His eyes

2011-08-14T13:54:00.000-07:00

Aria stole a peek with one eye. Shoes. He was still there... waiting. She could feel his eyes on her as she knelt at his feet. He hadn't said a word. He was just waiting, but he knew once she gained the courage to look into his eyes, she was his. For now, she could have her little streak of defiance, keeping her eyes squeezed shut, head bowed. She would look, sooner or later, she always did, and he was patient. Like many times before, she would turn her face to him, glancing at his face, his mouth, before finally settling her gaze on his eyes, and there she would stay... trapped. The courage would drain from her eyes to be replaced with a sweet simple pleading. A look he fed off of and would use to take her body to places she fantasized about in the deep dark recesses of her brain. He held her enthralled. Each blink of his eyes causing a momentary pause her life, like a little death, to be returned once those eyes held her again.

Hungry moods

2011-08-13T00:19:00.000-07:00

I woke up hungry.

Hope I didn't wake you...

I'm okay, it will pass... always does. You are lucky you're not here.

Actually, I see it as I am unlucky I am not there.

You would be carrying the marks and feeling what I'd do to you for a while. I need to sleep I think.

Okay, my dear. I will try not to wake you again.

You are in a mood.

A mood?

I know I am, but you're in a touchy feely mood... a very submissive mood.

What makes yo say that?

Just what I felt.

I have been lately, yes.

Teeth raking across skin...

Yes, that and I want to lay my cheek on One's knee, a hand stroking my hair...

Is that all you yearn for?

No.

Did you mean to wake me that way?

I did not mean to wake you, but I was thinking of you... ... was listening to music.

Kneeling and nude, wanting.

Yes, ...the wanting. ...you have a way of turning that on full force... with your comments... questions...

I used to make you need to cum so easily.

Yes, you did.

I think I need to try and get my mind off taking you. ... I could dig my teeth into you though.

I need to sleep... ...cum for me tonight.

I will...

Good. I like that thought.

waiting

2011-08-12T12:28:00.000-07:00

i am waiting...

claw your way in.
taste the sin of my desire for you.
rip apart the whole, discover my soul,
and feast your eyes on a heart that is true.
blood, sweat, and tears...
have been yours for years.
body, mind, and soul...
lost to your control.

do you dream?

2011-08-11T23:51:00.001-07:00

Did you enjoy last night?

You were supposed to meet me the night before last...

Didn't you feel me?

If you thought of me as you started your day... I didn't get to bed until you were getting up.

I did think of you as I got up. I do most days actually.

You do?

Yup.

Later...

You have such dreams...

What dreams?

You don't daydream of being with the one you love, feeling total submission? How many times have you felt it when you chat with me randomly?

Honestly, I think about it all the time... It's in my head constantly. It's hard being one who's nature needs balance walking around without her other half...

Hard to walk around like that... makes it hard to concentrate. I make it hard for you sometimes, I'm sure.

When you ask questions like that, yes you make it a bit hard.

a touch

2011-08-09T23:57:00.002-07:00

...I didn't know you still thought of me in that way... Do I still wake you with those thoughts of hunger?

yes... You've crept back into my head quite strongly lately.

Have you dreamt of a wolf?

I don't remember my dreams... I know you were in my head when I went to bed last night... As I was falling asleep... I could feel you next to me... I was just waiting... wishing... for a touch.

Perhaps tonight you will feel it... chills... whispers... warmth.
I hope so...

Don't you feel me now?

Is that you... or just my mind playing tricks on me...

Depends if your shoulders and back of your neck feel warm... It should move all over.

It is always in my neck and shoulders... then down my back... my arms... up the back of my neck into my hair and curling up the side of my neck, across my cheek.

You woke up to this before... you felt me touching you so beautifully.

Like you were there, and I woke up a second too late...

I'll be with you tonight. I need to sleep my dear, but find me.

I will...

masterless

2011-08-08T12:22:00.001-07:00

masterless, she wills her submission from you like a thief,
and unknowingly, you dominate her.
you push a little, she pulls with all her might.
like a dance you are led to lead and only she knows the steps.

she hangs on your every word,
reading lines between lines.
holding her breath,
and willing her flesh,
to feel the sting of your touch.

masterless, she holds her submission in her hands, a dying ember,
wishing for you to breathe her to life.

do you feel me?

2011-08-07T01:07:00.003-07:00

I need to rip my teeth into flesh...

I am in a mood.

What kind of mood?

What do you feel?

Chills up the back of my neck...

What else? Do you feel my hunger? Does your body feel aroused?

My skin has that feeling... the second before someone touches you, that anticipation of knowing a touch is coming... the ever so slight shift towards the energy you feel flowing from the other hands... yearning for it because if feels so close.

Does it belong to just anyone?

No.

Do you want more?

... you know I do.

Well, hello there!

2011-08-06T16:37:00.000-07:00

I signed into Yahoo today and the welcome screen said, "Hi! Is that a new shirt? Love it"

Funny thing was... I was not wearing a shirt! ;)

take from me...

2011-08-05T23:44:00.003-07:00

Did you fall asleep thinking about me?

I did. I went to bed thinking you have a bad habit of getting thoughts in my head and then disappearing on me.

Sitting there wiggling and thinking of nice things or did I take you back to those evenings when we talked on the phone and I got under your skin?

All the thoughts are jumbled together into a bigger picture now... the IMs, texts, calls...

What are you thinking now? Would you enjoy knowing I am laying in the dark nude?

I wish I was there... next to you.. feeling you breathe.

Tasting you. Hearing your heart. Dragging my teeth across skin. Releasing you beast.

Yes, yes, yes, and yes...
Would you release your Beast then?

It would leave marks on you. Force you to do things. Take you. Take your submission.

That's what I would be there for... for you, to do with as you please.
Could you keep the Beast at bay if I was there? My skin under your hands?

It would take a lot from you... you'd be the Beast's slave.

Could you keep it at bay if I was there?

No.
I'd take from you. Taste your breath... your flesh... your blood... see how far I could push you... and then push some more. Break you.

Then if you could not keep him chained... the choice is already made.
You could not restrain him, and I could not stay away from you never knowing.

Perhaps you carry those scars from my beast already...

The memories of scars not yet inflicted.

Being able to touch you and your body instantly submits and readies for me.
Do you feel it? ....the clothes burn upon your skin.
If you could, you'd be nude right now.

I would be... yes.

You are the moon..

2011-07-30T23:57:00.004-07:00

If you could only see the beast you've made of me
I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free
Screaming in the dark, I howl when we're apart
Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart

My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in
You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to howl
My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in
You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to

Howl, howl
Howl, howl

Now there's no holding back, I'm making to attack
My blood is singing with your voice, I want to pour it out
The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallow'ed ground

Like some child possessed, the beast howls in my veins
I want to find you, tear out all of your tenderness

And howl, howl
Howl, howl

Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Starts so soft and sweet and turns them to hunters
Hunters, hunters, hunters
Hunters, hunters, hunters

The fabric of your flesh, pure as a wedding dress
Until I wrap myself inside your arms I cannot rest
The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallow'ed ground

And howl

Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Starts so soft and sweet and turns them to hunters

A man who's pure of heart and says his prayers by night
May still become a wolf when the autumn moon is bright

If you could only see the beast you've made of me
I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free
The saints can't help me now, the ropes have been unbound
I hunt for you with bloodied feet across the hallow'ed ground

tiptoe

2011-07-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

Tiptoe across my brain,
Leaving tiny tracks in your wake.
Fleeting but always there,
I can't shake the thought of you.
Words trickle from your lips,
Seeping into my cortex.
Leaving the taste of a smile on my face.

the numbers are in

2011-07-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

Just took a quiz... *giggle*

Masochist 79%
Submissive 71%
Experimental 68%
Bondage 54%
Vanilla 43%
Degradation Lover 39%
Switch 36%
Dominant 29%
Sadist 21%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 0%

...its here, if you want to try:

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poeticthinker/do-you-have-an-inclination-for-bdsm/#

transparent

2011-07-16T00:29:00.000-07:00

I see right through you,
Your petty charade,
The dance you started,
But don't know the steps to.
I see your lies,
Like a bittersweet kiss,
You play heartstrings,
While venom seeps in.
I see right through you,
And the games that you play,
The untruths you tell,
To make it through your day.
I see your lies,
Please walk away,
You're not wanted here,
My heart's not yours,
To break.

Lady Luck

2011-07-06T12:28:00.000-07:00

Lady Luck is not a friend of mine.
I joke I was doomed from the start,
A product of the day of my birth,
My lucky number,
My favorite feline,
A cosmic joke of the creator.

Lady Luck is not a friend of mine.
A cruel mistress she has been.
I try to break her hold on me,
But she wins,
Again and again.

Trouble

2011-07-05T12:26:00.000-07:00

Sitting alone through the night,
Looking for trouble...
The silence creeps up on me,
Yearning for trouble...
Craving something to refresh
Wishing for trouble...
These soulful tendencies.
Longing for ...trouble.

Do you have what I need?
Can you quench this thirst I feel?
Can you bring desire to its knees?
Are you trouble?

words

2011-07-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

It is times like these that rip into my soul.
A rendering so complete you can see the blood flow...
Can you taste it as it trickles 'cross my lips...
My words unheard?

..within you..

2011-06-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

How you turned my world, you precious thing
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything I've done, I've done for you
I move the stars for no one
You've run so long
You've run so far
Your eyes can be so cruel
Just as I can be so cruel
Though I do believe in you
Yes I do
Live without the sunlight
Love without your heartbeat
I, I can't live within you...

sin

2011-06-20T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hello my newest friend...
You slip sin across my lips with you sweet ruby kiss,
Whispering the Nothings I so need to hear.

ticking

2011-06-03T15:17:00.000-07:00

Weary, the world gnaws at my soul.
Still searching, for what I don’t know.
The days seem to drag by,
...but the time, it flies.
I am complete in that I smile, I live, I learn.

And yet…
...it feels as if every other breath is stolen from me,
...the rhythm that completes my dreams.
A touch not yet felt but all too familiar,
...a part of my soul stashed away in another.

I search for that piece that may never be found,
For it’s all I can do until the clock finally winds down.

echos

2010-11-21T18:09:00.001-07:00

He echos through my mind like some unwritten brand across my flesh.
No matter how I try, I cannot the shake the feeling of his breath on my soul.
I close my eyes, wishing to the skies to take this memory from me.
Leave me whole again, to pursue another course and find a place to call my own.
And just when I sigh and think I may be free from the words he has etched across my mind,
Here he comes once again, dancing across my vision, tempting fate, tempting emotion, tempting flesh.
And thus I sit and wait, praying against that fateful day when he sets me free once and for all...
...or finally claims me as his own.

tendrils

2010-10-22T12:05:00.000-07:00

Time to step back, and breathe it all in.
Ideas like tendrils of smoke tickle my skin.
Wrapped 'round wrists, bound by a thought.
Obscuring the vision and clearness of mind.
They have invaded my dreams, these tendrils, I find.
Time to step back, and breathe it all in.
Consume from within and let it seep in.
The mind still fights what the soul has submitted.
But I know I have already given over to their call,
Resistance was lost as my knees hit the floor.

A year...

2010-10-16T16:11:00.003-07:00

...has gone by. I have sat here and opened up this very page so many times, staring at the blank canvas before me, wondering... should I? Can I?

In a way, I miss it...
In a way, I don't...

It was a lot of work for me to keep up with at a time when time was at a premium. But time is still at a preminum these days, possibly even more so than back then. I was also so torn, having to segregate my life into so many pieces, one for each mask I had to wear, hide but don't hide, share but don't share. I think I started to lose myself in some aspect. So I just down, tuned out, stuck my head in the sand, so to speak.

There were other reasons. So much has happened...
No suprise, FG and I went our separate ways. It was fun while it lasted and I do miss him sometimes, but there was never any future for us. Our individual wants and needs just would never line up. He could never offer me want I truly needed. Hitting me all at that same time was the discovery that my daughter had developed an autoimmune disorder, along with, my health having been in a downward spiral for over 4 years, finding out I also have the same disease. I had just gone undiagnosed for so long, that my body had basically started to shut down. There were nights I was not sure I was going to wake in the morning. All this while still working, trying to finish school, taking care of my kids, ...now having to find a new place to live and move, losing FG. It certainly took its toll on me and it didn't get easier from there... I was forced to make some decisions I regret and am still suffering the consequences of.

However, that is all coming to an end. My health is improving, and while it will take years to fully recover, I am a thousand times better than I was. I finished school finally and am now working in that field! The bad decision I locked myself to expires in a month. So, life is still hectic and stressful, but it's getting there!!

Okay, again, why am I here? I still don't truly know. An outlet, maybe.
I have started writing a bit again and posting in another journal, but this site keeps calling to me.. this is mine, I created it, it is my canvas to create upon. My writings should go here. Should they not? I am pretty sure this page will evolve into something other than what it was. For now, I am going to write. Maybe someday I will do photographs again. I did have fun coming up with new ideas and shots each week... but it was very time consuming doing it all on my own without any support. The autotimer dance! ;) I will just have to see. I need to evolve personally, cause what I have been doing isn't working. Thus, will my world around me evolve...

canvas

2010-10-14T19:56:00.000-07:00

Light tickles across softly scented flesh,
like butterflies dancing a tune.
You hear in your mind the music playing
as your breath on her skin draws forth
the notes from her throat in a tender sigh.
Nails upon this pale canvas is the crescendo to this song
as her sighs turn into low moans.
Thus like art her skin is yours to paint
and her voice is yours to compose.

drown

2010-10-13T13:42:00.000-07:00

this is the end...
a new tide rushes in and crashes over my face,
upturned toward the sun,
hoping to catch the last rays
like honey on the tongue before the end of this day.
you are the sea...
i dare to breathe in, to drown in your strength
and flood the senses with your embrace.
down into the depths i crave to sink in.
but... this is so much more
than just the surf tickling the toes
on a stroll along the beach.
this is eternity...
to let the cold sink in and warm from within,
to completely give over and just breathe you in.
a sense of panic before the kiss...
can i suffer this pain
to dance in the euphoric abyss.

for you...

2010-10-10T02:34:00.002-07:00

Words dance across my fingertips and down onto this page.
A whisper of the rage that burns inside.
No font can show the longing, no bold face type convey the scream I hold back.
All I have is these words, and this need.
Can you read?
Do you see?
Can you see me in this pitiful poetry?

Yes, I am lonely, I will admit to that much.
And these words are my crutch that keeps me going each day.
My little way to siphon off some of the commotion that builds up inside
...and haunts me at night when the sheets by my side are empty.

But pity me not.
That does me no good,
and not want I want anyway.
Just please read my words,
and believe they're for you,
and hold in your heart what I say.

ache

2010-09-20T01:29:00.002-07:00

Send to me angels or demons, I say.
Let loose your chained desires and upon my flesh you can play.
Taste the salt tears as they blend with my soul until it bleeds upon white sheets and stains your core.
I know you hide these thoughts, just the same as I do.
They wake you at night, leave you aching and blue.
You can almost feel the flesh under your fingers sometimes.
Almost feel another's heat upon the sheets by your side.
Does it scare you as it does me? To feel this rush?
Time to free these monsters as I ache for your touch.

demons

2010-09-18T12:19:00.001-07:00

caught between my demons
one one each side,
holding me down,
cheering on the crowd...
who came to watch the spectacle of me drown.

you see there is no angel,
no perfect choice,
just my two growing evils
and a tiny inner voice...
telling me to breath it all in and let them begin to tear my soul apart.

there is no lesser of the two..
they are both flawed.
neither wants this whole,
they just want their own piece of their perfection,
their own vision of my world.

wait...i close my eyes
i take a deep breath and let the pain rush inside.
feel the burn of the drowning as i give myself over.
there is no winning it seems
and sometimes the pain is better than the searching
and they are stronger than me.
go ahead, take your pieces you demons of mine,
to the victor goes the spoils,
i am tired of the fighting.

haunting

2010-09-07T01:11:00.000-07:00

You haunt me and you hurt me so...
unbeknownst to you as you sit there in your own world playing your God-like games.
Desire withdrawn, hot then cold, you lead me on.
No leash, but a leash all the same. So it goes.
Like a moth to a flame, knowing it will get burnt, get hurt...
...yet craving your words.
You haunt my fantasies, my realities are tainted since your touch.
There is no other who seems to know me so much... yet,
...you know me not at all.
And I sit here and yearn, and bleed my soul, and die a bit with every passing day.
'Yes, I am fine,' I say.
And I turn to find another way to make this pain go...
...but it's comfortable.
At least I have this much, I try to tell myself.
So close, yet so far away, so many miles, so many days...
...we go on with our lives.
You go your way, and I'll go mine.
There is no other choice.

Is there?

be still...

2010-04-30T02:46:00.000-07:00

wish i could feel your hands on my flesh, leaving a trail of fire in their wake.
consuming my senses like an in-rushing tide.
to be pinned down just by the look in your eyes.
melted by the whisper of your voice in my ear.
'be still, love...'

these are the times when the ache for what never was is the strongest.
these quiet moments when falling asleep...
'be still...' they tell me.

HNT 26 ~ Colors are Pretty!

2009-09-24T00:01:00.003-07:00

This commercial interuption is brought to you by...
Colors

Friends likes to call me Rainbow Brite and poke fun at my multicolored belongings... for the life of me, I cannot figure out where they came up with that one! ;)

HNT 25 ~ Guests

2009-09-10T05:59:00.001-07:00

Sorry I was not here (last week),

But I see that everyone has arrived!

Exercise

2009-08-29T19:31:00.000-07:00

For those of us that don't follow a traditional exercise regimen,

Turns out we are still getting a 'workout' after all!

*click it to big it*

HNT 24 ~ This Sucks

2009-08-27T14:28:00.003-07:00

Ha ha.. get it? Sucks?

I just have one question...

How do I work this thing again?

mmm...tasty

2009-08-22T00:57:00.001-07:00

HNT 23 ~ Party's Over

2009-08-20T01:39:00.002-07:00

So many of you stopped by.

But now that

the party is over...

Who is going to help me clean up?

HNT 22 ~ Get out!

2009-08-06T12:58:00.003-07:00

The "guest" is gone! The door is now locked!

While there is still a ton of things that need to be seen to, cleaned, studied, and avoided (lol)...

There is one less mouth to feed, to clean up after, to entertain, to babysit.

*happy dance*
I haven't even had a chance to read any blogs since last week!! I checked my reader this morning... boy, do I have some catching up to do!!

So I am off to read, to study, to stare at the dishes piled in the sink, to realize I used way too many exclamation points in this post...!!!

And don't even think of knocking on my door asking if you can stay for awhile!

This hotel is closed.

Unless you're naked and holding a bottle of Vodka, that is!!

*wink*

Life - Not just a cereal!

2009-07-31T12:49:00.006-07:00

if you have been wondering why I have disappeared (no TMI, HNT, Fill-ins) or didn't really care, ... My mind has just been too scattered to deal with anything but the necessities and right now there are WAY too many necessities pulling at my pant leg demanding attention.

I hope I can get back to my regularly scheduled programming soon. Stay tuned! *wink*

Accident Prone

2009-07-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

...aaaannndd the Klutz award goes to...

callie!

(insert applause here)

*fanning away the tears*

I'd like to thank my backup bottle of Vicodin, the ice pack in the frezzer,

...and also my kids for causing me to win this award!

~~~

I am going to WARN you... if you are easily grossed out, don't click! And please do ignore the ugly foot. LOL. The picture is the aftermath of my spaciness... this isn't the fun kinda bruise, so no pokie pokie VanImp!

(exit stage left)

Birth control

2009-07-25T02:35:00.001-07:00

HNT 21 ~ The Shower #2

2009-07-23T00:15:00.000-07:00

... but my showers are no longer mine. They have become his.

He has moved in and taken over.

His hands playing across my skin along with the cool water.

Replacing my 'quiet time' with pleasure.

...this is a continuation of last week's HNT which can be seen here...

TMI Tuesday 22

2009-07-21T15:51:00.004-07:00

Tell us about...
1. Your first self-induced orgasm
2. Your first other-induced orgasm
3. Your first experience giving someone else an orgasm
4. Your first time witnessing another's orgasm not induced by you
5. Since your first, what is the longest time you've gone between orgasms?
Bonus (as in optional):Tell us about a particularly memorable orgasm you haven't mentioned yet.

There are the TMI Tuesday questions for this week!
Wha'? They're blank you say??
Well, that's about what I drew when trying to think up the answers for them! Either because of really my bad memory, not really memorable, or repression I can't come up with answers to the first 4 questions (and the Bonus)!

I know part of the reason I don't recall exact times is way back when... lol... I wasn't sure if what I was experiencing was an orgasm! There were so many different levels to what I could feel, different sensations. There was never the 'big jump over the edge' I thought was supposed to ~~cum~~ come.. just seemed to peak after peak after peak! Now, being ~~old~~ a little more experienced and ed-u-macated, I know there are different kinds, intensities, and multiples of orgasms... at least for me! Whoo-hoo!

Also I can answer #5... almost a year. I know this because, it was fairly recent and often mentioned, and a big part of the reason -I think- my sexual appetite is insatiable now! I am making up for lost time! *wink*

Okay, Happy Tuesday all... sure to head over to the folks at TMI Tuesday to check out what others had to dish this week! I am off to study some more.

Forecast

2009-07-18T02:41:00.000-07:00

Hot with a chance of showers

Just Filler... #8

2009-07-17T00:01:00.001-07:00

1. Vodka and sex make a quick and easy dinner.

2. Lost Souls by Poppy Z. Brite is the book I'm reading right now.

3. July brings back memories of ovens, the fires of hell, and blast furnaces.

4. The fact that I am a klutz was (painfully) obvious.

5. They say if you tell your dreams that you want better ones, they wont listen.

6. Just give me what I want and then I will try to think it over.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to the horizontal tango, tomorrow my plans include visiting with family and Sunday, I want to stick my head in the sand like an ostrich!

HNT 20 ~ The Shower #1

2009-07-16T13:32:00.005-07:00

My showers used to be my time to myself, away from the kids, at the end of a stressful day. Letting the hot water play across skin, beat against aching neck muscles and back, I would just stand there and close my eyes, feeling the day rinse away...

TMI Tuesday 21

2009-07-14T12:50:00.003-07:00

I can't say that my answers are going to be all that interesting, but for lack of anything better, I am playing this week. :-P

1. Have you ever attended a group masturbation party? Same-sex or mixed?
Hmm, in the sense that this question was asked... No. I have not been around solely for the sake of watching, nor participated in a group masturbation. (Not interested in and too shy to be an acitve participant.) I have, however, been around and seen group masturbation taking place, just due to location. Did that make any sense at all!?! LOL

2. When masturbating, as you reach orgasm, do you continue to stimulate yourself without interruption, or do you stop and apply pressure until your spasms subside? Or?
I rarely masturbate, but I think its different each time I do. If I am just trying to get off once, I have to stop or I can keep orgasming. If I am going for multiples, I will keep it up.

3. Have you ever video'ed yourself while masturbating (solo)? Where are they now?
Does a camera phone count? Was just a minute clip, and if it didn't get deleted, then it is on my computer somewhere.

4. Have you ever look at porn online? Have you ever posted at porn online?
Yes, I have looked. ;) and have posted pornographic photos, but not porn per se.

5. Do you send/recieve dirty email jokes and pictures?
Not so much anymore. I still recieve some from friends, but really don't have time to sit and forward everything that hits my inbox.

Bonus: Have you ever told someone they were good in bed when they weren't?
I don't think I have ever told a bad lay that they were good, but I have exaggerated how much I enjoyed it!

I iz construktun

2009-07-10T14:07:00.003-07:00

Cause torture is fun, and that is what this will be to my lil' perfectionist mind, AND I have decided I have nothing better to do (ha!)... I have started to do some tweaking with the page.

So bear (or bare) with me while I work on getting everything the way I want it to look and/or back into its correct place... or a close facsmilie thereof.

Also, let me know what you think..

Like the old better.
Like the new better.
Fuck 'em both, find something else, callie!
Stop babbling and just get nekkid!

Okay, the last really isn't an option because while nekkid is good, I still need a cool layout. :-P

Just Filler... #7

2009-07-10T00:07:00.002-07:00

1. The last thing I ate was Life cereal and iced tea.

2. Groceries is something I recently bought.

3. When it rains, it smells wonderful outside.

4. My munchkin was the first person I talked to today.

5. Hugs are comfort food for the soul.

6. I wish my bed had some extra comfort.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to meeting my new niece, tomorrow my plans include clean, clean, cleaning and Sunday, I want to find out I won the lottery!

Happy Friday!

HNT 19 ~ Belted

2009-07-09T13:36:00.002-07:00

TMI Tuesday 20

2009-07-07T12:00:00.002-07:00

1. Where was the first place you ever had sex?
At the guy's apartment... on the bed, in the shower, on the counter. Later on he ended up moving out of that place, and I moved in there with his old roomate (nothing romantic). Was a total shithole.

2. How often do you lie?
I try not to, but it happens to protect the innocent.

3. If you could only be one, would you rather be smart or good looking?
Well, I am already one and not the other as it is (IMO).

4. Have you ever passed out or suffered memory loss from drinking too much?
How am I supposed to know! I was either passed out or forgot!! *grin*

5. Top or bottom?
Me: Bottom. I love the feeling of being pinned down, his large body over mine, being ground into the bedsheets.

Bonus: Do you have any catalogs for toys/videos/lingere delivered to your home?
Not in a long long time. If I want something of that nature I will either jump online or go to one of the numerous adult stores we have in this area.

Happy 4th

2009-07-04T12:54:00.000-07:00

Just Filler... #6

2009-07-03T13:22:00.002-07:00

1. When I heard I had saturday night off, I was happy and sad at the same time.

2. A good strong drink is usually the best medicine.

3. It's late, but I am still awake with lots to do and nothing done!

4. Busy, busy, busy as always.

5. My eyes have seen way more than I will ever speak about.

6. Live, laugh, and love strongly.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to trying to get a good nights sleep, tomorrow my plans include a night off and fireworks and Sunday, I want to pretend I don't have a double load at work!

HNT 18 ~ Window

2009-07-02T12:11:00.004-07:00

Outside, its... way too bright for my tastes.

Too hot as well.
I think I will stay inside today.

TMI Tuesday 19

2009-06-29T18:36:00.001-07:00

1. How many speeding tickets have you had? Accidents?
Umm...tickets?? I have no clue what you are talking about!! Honest! lmao
Accidents... nothing major *knock on wood* and I don't think any of them were ever my fault.

2. Boxers, briefs or commando?
Boxer-briefs! ;)

3. Have you ever had sex in your office or your place of employment?
Many times! I will have to leave out details for the sake of anonymity, but it was an adult-oriented business and I would have a little fun after hours or on my nights off occasionally. And, no, I wasn't a porn star - too camera shy! :-P

4. Do you or your so own a motorcycle? Do you ever ride one? Do you wear a helmet when you ride?
I used to! *pout* I am actually a certified mechanic (well, in another life) and have always loved motorcycles. However, I have not ridden in many many moons. *again, pout*

5. Ever been skinny dipping?
Yes, a few times. In my own pool, in others, in public! ;)

Bonus: Ever been arrested? Turned someone in/had someone arrested?
Never been arrested myself. I'm a good girl! *wink* I have called the cops on a few people (some more than once) but I don't think they were ever arrested, per se.

voracious appetite

2009-06-28T03:28:00.004-07:00

When did I become a nymphomaniac??
I am still trying to ~~finger~~ figure this out myself!

I want it everyday. I want it again right after I've had it. I cum over and over and still want more... still want those sensations, still want that fullness, those core-rocking shudders. My body is giving out long before my sex drive does.

(Of course, I am sure that the fact that in the previous 4 years the numbers of times I bumped uglies could be counted on only 2 hands factors into it somewhere!)

So, maybe it is because, that now I am ~~old~~ out of my 20's, I am on that upward climb to my sexual peak? ? ?

If that's the case, Lord help anyone with a penis and a pulse by the time I reach the top!!

Shower Time

2009-06-26T16:17:00.006-07:00

She had barely stepped into the shower with him when he grabbed her, bent her over and shoved his cock in. This being a regular occurrence, her body settles into the fullness she knows so well. His hands begin exploring her body, caressing her legs and back, molding her flesh under his strong grasp.

Grabbing her hips, he begins to move in her. The cool water spraying across his body slowly finds its way across hers, dripping from her eyes and lips as she pants her pleasure. Her hands are pressed to the smooth wall in front of her, holding on, pushing back with each thrust he deals to her upturned backside.

His roaming hand eventually finds its way to her throbbing clit. The other is torturing one of her nipples sending exquisite pain through her. His cock grinding into her, her knees buckle as he makes her cum repeatedly.

He is not finished, but he pulls out, stands her up and puts her into the spray of the water. After taking a minute to compose herself, she begins to rinse off.. the original purpose of the shower! She feels him move up to her. His body pressed full-length against her, she sighs, reveling in the feel of his skin. She leans back into him as he nibbles at her neck.

He grabs her hand in one of his, her neck in his other, and pushes her over again, puts her hand up to the wall, apparently changing his mind about finishing later. The spray of water is now hitting her full on neck and face, pouring across her eyes and lips.

He shoves in and pounds her pussy for just a few minutes before once again pulling out. This time turning her around to face him and pinning her against the wall. His body pressing her flat, he holds her wrists in one hand far above her head.

Biting, pinching, caressing every inch of her, teasing her clit to a couple more orgasms. The only thing keeping her on her toes is her wrists far above in his strong grasp. Leaving her breathless, he shuts off the water and orders her out of the shower.

So much for getting clean...

Just Filler... #5

2009-06-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

And...here we go!

1. She had a great little laugh that always makes me smile.

2. My laptop is by my side, always.

3. I know this: life is never easy.

4. I long for quiet moments when everything is still.

5. These words apply to me: trusting/gullible, strong/weak, loving, procrastinator, and horny! ;)

6. When I opened my eyes around 5am the sun was shining. (ugh!)

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to working (not!), tomorrow my plans include telling the kids 'no' 5 hundred billion times, and Sunday, I want to run naked and screaming down the street!

HNT 17 ~ School Books

2009-06-25T14:19:00.004-07:00

..and this isn't even all of them!

TMI Tuesday 18

2009-06-23T12:31:00.004-07:00

1. Would you stay in a loveless relationship for the amazing sex?
Absolutely not. Been there, done that. Just ends up being a loveless relationship and no sex at some point. I am in love with being " in love" and because I am an emotional lover, I need and thrive on that connection with someone that grows over time to really sustain an amazing sex life.

2. If you could only have one, which would you choose: love that lasts forever or great, body numbing sex?
Isn't this just a rewording of the first question??
Love that lasts forever. Sex is just an hour (or 3) out of the day... it's that other 21 hours together where you really get to know and grow with someone, lean on and care for them.

3. Looking back at your past loves, which one should you have married/taken back and who should you have tossed earlier than you did?
There is not anyone that I can think of that I should have taken back or married, and they ALL should have been tossed earlier than than they were. I have what has been termed 'Damsel in Distress Syndrome' (invented by my father, cause he has it too, lol). I think I can "fix" people, but they always end up dragging me down with them instead. I am also bad at saying no, don't like to hurt people's feelings, and try to think 'tomorrow will be better'... 4 years later, the relationship is still crappy, I have wasted 4 years, and I am unhappy.

I am doing my best to make sure that doesn't happen again. I am not getting any younger(!) and refuse to waste another year on someone that isn't in it for me as much as I am in it for them.

4. if you had one last fuck in you where, how and who would you “give it” to?
Oooh.. I have absolutely no clue. If it's my last ever, then I damn better make sure its good! and there are several people who could help me accomplish that.

5. Which is more important sex, money, love and happiness? (and no, you can’t pick’em all)
I know I can't pick them all, but they do all factor into each other to a degree. If one is having troubles with their finances, relationship and/or sex life... this does effect their level of happiness. Therefore, Happiness is the most important, because if you have that ... everything else in life is in place. ;)

HNT 16 ~ Marked

2009-06-18T00:01:00.002-07:00

Am I,
Am I still tough enough?
Feels like i’m wearing down.
Is my visciousness,
Losing ground?
Am I taking too much?
Did I cross a line?
I need my role in this,
Very clearly defined

I need your discipline.
I need your help.
I need your discipline.
You know once I start,
I cannot help myself

And now it's starting up.
Feels like i'm losing touch.
Nothing matters to me.
Nothing matters as much.

*clicky*

I see you left a mark,
Up and down my skin.
I don't know where I end,
And where you begin.

I need your discipline.
I need your help.
I need your discipline.
You know once I start,
I cannot help myself.

~lyrics from Nine Inch Nails - Discipline. You can see a video here.~

TMI Tuesday 17

2009-06-16T13:17:00.000-07:00

I am opting out of TMI Tuesday this week. Mostly cause my answers would be... in no particular order...

no.
no.
no.
no.
and, no.

Hmm, how interesting is that!

Do feel free to take a peek at this weeks questions here and answer for yourself...

Happy Tuesday nonetheless..

Just Filler... #4

2009-06-12T17:08:00.002-07:00

And...here we go!

1. I grew up thinking but then having kids killed my brain cells.
2. MySpace was the last website I was at before coming here.
3. Why don't you tie me up and we'll go from there?
4. Fingers trailing across my back helps me relax or turns me on.. well, both!
5. Thanks for the little moments that you make me smile.
6. Attempted blackmail is very off-putting.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to my night off, tomorrow my plans include not letting the ex stess me out any further and Sunday, I want to get the next assignment for school turned in!

HNT... not.

2009-06-11T12:36:00.004-07:00

I actually had my HNT idea planned out well in advance this week... (usually I take the pictures minutes before posting - Hows that for fresh?!)... just needed to get the time to do it.

Well, I decided I was going to play babysitter all week. So, with 3 kids running the house, (2 of which won't take a nap), getting my HNT picture done is just not going to happen! *pout*

...and it was a good one too!!! Something, I believe, I have not done before - this won't just be a cutesy leg-shot (if it comes out right). Well, I guess it will just have to wait until next week. So be sure to check back!

Be sure to still check out all the other wonderful HNTers!.. a couple of my favs this week are here and here.

TMI Tuesday 16

2009-06-09T12:38:00.002-07:00

Have you ever...

1. had sex with someone ten years older or younger than you?
10 years older, yes. Younger? No, only 5 years. ;)

2. drawn from a nude model or been a nude model?
No to both. Not artistic enough to draw from a nude model, and too shy to model myself.

3. had sex at a company Christmas party?
Nope, even though the Christmas party was for an adult-oriented company, it was for all our families so everyone behaved.

4. had a blind date?
Yes, several. Some were okay ... some just down right horrible.

5. slept with a teacher?
Again. no. Even though I was only 1 of 5 girls in a school of over 900 boys... I never tasted the wares, student or staff. Even though I wanted to, I was in a relationship at the time. :( And now, school is online and I am in a relationship, so no opportunities there either! lol

Bonus (as in optional): had sex with someone within an hour of meeting them?
Not within an hour... It was more like 2 hours! ;)

Good questions this week!

Just Filler... #3

2009-06-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

And...here we go!

1. It is just a house or a home?
2. My favorite thing for dinner lately has been Mexican always. Mmm beans, rice and shredded beef chimichangas!.
3. All the dog and I ever do is bark! bark! bark!
4. A nice long walk sounds like too much work.
5. I am still waiting to hear some good news.
6. When all is said and done, you have to put on your big-girl panties and deal with it!
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to my night off, tomorrow my plans include visiting family and Sunday, I want to wake up to a clean house (where are those magical elves when you need them?)!

HNT 15 ~ Long Week

2009-06-02T12:45:00.009-07:00

It's been a long week.

Yes,

A lonely and long week.

One where I have been torn between just wanting to hide in bed,

and just wanting him to touch me ... just once.

TMI Tuesday 15

2009-06-02T12:26:00.003-07:00

1. What was the last movie you saw on a date?
Actual date? I think it was X-Men... the 1st one! That was about 10 years ago wasn't it? How sad!

2. What was the last meal you had on a date?
Umm.. some sort of pasta at a little Italian dive bar when I lived back east about a year ago. It was really good and a cool little local hangout.

3. When was the last time you made out in the car on a date? More?
We kinda count it as our 1st 'date'...FG and I when we first met back in March... finally! Couldn't keep our hands off each other, but I have written about that already!

4. Using a dating websites do you think you are more likely to find a "hook up" or a relationship?
Depends on your screening process. Just like the bar, or anywhere else, if you take time and get to know each other a relationship could develop.

5. Do you have any special "first" date rituals? Flowers, certain restaurant, ect.
If you have read my answers above, you would know that dates in general are rare, let alone 1st dates.. so, no, no rituals other than a shower and my nicest outfit!

BONUS QUESTION: Do you believe in sex on the first date? Can a relationship bloom if you have sex on the first date?
I don't know about believe in it, but I am very guilty of it. *blush* Most of the time, however, I knew the person for quite awhile before we got around to actually going on a date and some form of connection had been formed already.

Fill-In #2

2009-05-29T01:55:00.003-07:00

Not feelin' the 'questions' much this week, but...here we go!

1. It's cold and I must be dreaming because its over 100..

2. Fried Green tomatoes.

3. My favorite health and beauty product is my body spray.

4. When you want to get the baby to sleep, take a nice long ride.

5. Well, first of all was the last thing she said.

6. A deck of cards and a bunch of poker jerks; those were the cast of characters in a recent dream and it was not that exciting.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to not working, tomorrow my plans include a whole lot of nothing and Sunday, I want to forget that rent is due the next day!

HNT 14 ~ Sex Appeal

2009-05-28T13:48:00.004-07:00

Most days there is no reason to dress up,
to feel pretty.
When the dishes get to be too much,
the laundry is piling up,
screaming kids and studying to be done.
There are days that the most attention I pay to myself is
just putting my hair in a pony tail...

But sometimes...

sometimes,

I need to know I 'still got it.'

A little skirt,

a hot pair of shoes,

pulled from the back of the closet.

Five minutes to myself,

to twist and turn in front of the mirror,

Before the next load of laundry needs to be put in.

TMI Tuesday 14

2009-05-28T13:29:00.004-07:00

(backposted 'cause I am slow like that!)

1. Before the industrial revolution, most people never traveled more than 30 miles from their home. How far from your birth place do you now live?
Even though I have lived all over the country, I currently live about 30 miles from where I was born. When I tell people I was born in this state, they are suprised that I am a 3rd-generation 'native'. It seems these days everyone here is from somewhere else.

2. What is the fartherest distance from home you have you have ever had sex or an orgasm? What is there farthest distance you have travelled from your home to have a sexual encounter?
From my current home? Would be 2100 miles .. when I lived back on the other coast. The farthest I have traveled for a 'date' was about 90 miles. Man, that drive back home at 4 in the morning was hard! ;) I am not counting going Las Vegas, because that was not the sole purpose of the trip. o_O

3. How many states (or Canadian provences or your country's geopolitical division) and counties have you had sex and/or an orgasms in?
1 country, 3 states

4. Have you ever had sex in a vehicle? While the vehicle was moving?
Yes if you could really count it as sex; and no, never while moving. :P

5. Do you have any travel related fantasy? If so, share, please.
I do have fantasies that requiredtravel to get to the specific location... one being sex on top of an ancient Mayan or Incan temple under a full moon. ;)

Happy Belated...

Just Filler...

2009-05-22T23:00:00.002-07:00

And...here we go!

1. Moving is something I would like to never do again.

2. It's a very rare moment that I feel free.

3. My best quality is also my worst quality.

4. I have a fine eye for the details.

5. In nearly 10 years, I have loved and lost several times over and still not learned my lesson.

6. A strong drink and a back massage is what I need right now!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to some lovin', tomorrow my plans include being drivin' insane by 3 kids and (by)Sunday, I want to hide in the corner and cry!

HNT 13 ~ The straw that broke...

2009-05-21T14:22:00.004-07:00

Somedays...

you feel the weight of the world

on your shoulders.

Somedays...

you just want to hide in the corner,

or bang your head against the wall.

Somedays...

you just need to stop,

and Breathe.

TMI Tuesday 13

2009-05-19T14:00:00.001-07:00

This week's questions were submitted by Os in honor of HNTs 4th Birthday!

1. Have you ever participated in HNT? If so, when? If not, why not?
Yes, I have. Although I have been absent lately. Every week passes and I think 'oh! I need to do an HNT!' but then can't seem to muster enough energy to actually do so.

2. Have you ever avoided certain sites because of the HNT pictures that were posted?
No. My blog is NSFW most times itself, so I for sure wouldn't be avoiding more graphic HNTs. In fact, most of the blogs on my reader are sex-blogs of some nature.

3. Have you ever posted a HNT picture that you wish that you hadn't?
Yes and no. One of the more graphic (not really) pictures I posted here - which I have no problem with, but I also used it as an avatar for a minute. The ex, SM, saw it and gave me a bit of a headache about it.

4. Do you email/text/call anyone regularly with someone you met through HNT?

No, I don't really have 'blogger friends' that I keep in contact with outside of the comment box.

5. What percentage of your online friends are current or former HNTers?
None. See above. :P

6. Does anyone in your "real" life know that you do HNT (if, of course, you do)?
Yes, a couple friends know.

7. Other than previously-known friends, have you met any fellow HNTers?
Nope, again see above.

8. Have you ever downloaded someone else's HNT pictures?
No, I haven't downloaded any. I know where they are if I ever wanted to go back and look at them again.

BONUS QUESTION: Have you ever submitted a picture for "...the Other HNT"?
No, I considered it before I started doing HNTs, but at the time getting a free minute to do a decent photo was rare and I just never got around to it. I did used to go visit the site regularly, but again as with my blogging, that has fallen off over time.

TMI Tuesday 12

2009-05-05T17:07:00.004-07:00

1. Have you ever bought a membership to a porn site? If yes, what is the most recent one and did you like it?
Nope, never paid for porn. If I want it (which is rare!), there is enough out there for free!

2. Would you rather watch a erotic/porn movie, read a story, or listen to an audio? Why?
I prefer the story. I love to read and a good erotic story always gets me worked up. :D Movies are always too cheesy for me and I end up judging the music, technique, script, etc.. and miss the point of it all. But a story lets me insert a bit of my own imagination and visuals into it make it personal, to put myself into the story.

3. If you have a significant other what do you do for each other to get in the mood? If you don't what would you kind of thing could a future potential long term partner do to get you in the mood?
Lately... always in the mood. The hard part is finding the quiet time to explore said mood! ;)

4. When it comes to sex, how much do you talk about it with others? How comfortable are you talking about sex?
Oddly enough, I am WAY comfortable talking about sex in general conversation, but talking about it with my partner, likes dislikes etc., I clam up and become extrememly shy about it.

I could casually tell a perfect stranger that I like to be tied up and treated like a dirty whore, but get me to say the same thing to my partner? Never!

5. What are the last 5 things you search[ed] for on Google (or another search engine)?
*drum lessons -want to start learning.
*drum tabs -trying to find some songs I like to play.
*cake designs for kids -the oldest's birthday is in a few weeks.
*fondant recipe -found a cool one if you ever wanted to try it.
*tibial tubercle -a medical term for a test for school.

Bonus: Have you ever had a fantasy that you were ashamed of?
Not so much ashamed. More like I know I it goes against the moral convictions of most people. But it's a fantasy... or a fleeting 'what if this happened?' and it will always stay that way.

TMI Tuesday 11

2009-04-21T02:53:00.002-07:00

1. Marriage and children aside, what has been your greatest accomplishment in life?

Most days I think my biggest accomplishment is just surviving each day as it comes.

2. Aside from healthy and happy children, what is your greatest ambition for the future?

To reach a point where I feel successful... not just monetarily. Although, I won't turn down a fat paycheck, that's for sure. *wink*

3. If we were to enter your real name in a search engine, what would we find?

Ooooh! Did this a few weeks back and found out about a charge for an eviction for an apartment I had not been on the lease on!!! That's part of the reason FG and I had such a hard time getting a place. Apparently the ex, SM, stayed at our old place and didn't pay rent and instead of charging him they charged me. I have to find a way to get the off my record or reversed.

4. Who is the most famous person you ever met (not just in the same room as, but actually spoke with)?

The only ones I can think of are the band Gravity Kills, hung out with them for a few hours after a concert a long while back, and a former football player for the Browns. Nothing too exciting.

5. Parents aside, who is your biggest hero?

I am not sure I have one. Would have to be my kids though. For all that these little ones have been through in their short lives, they are the smartest and best kids I could ever ask for.

6. Someone once worked out the sexual version of Six Degrees of Separation - Celebrity A slept with B, who slept with C, who slept with D, making as sort of connection between A and D. Are you connected to anyone famous through six or fewer bonks?

I don't know for sure, but it is a definate possibility. I have dated a couple marginally-famous guys and there has to be a connection to an A-lister somewhere from there!

Happy Easter!

2009-04-11T22:23:00.001-07:00

HNT 12 ~ New Couch

2009-04-09T20:25:00.003-07:00

New house, new couch... and it's comfy too!

TMI Tuesday 9

2009-04-07T02:19:00.002-07:00

1. Have you ever had a sexual experience with the opposite sex?
Umm.. yeah. More than once even!

2. When you see someone you like, how do you act, how do you get their attention?
Flirt stupidly. Tell all my best stories, lol

3. Dominate or dominated, which do you prefer?
Dominated.. yummy

4. Would you/ Have you ever had a threesome?
Never had, not interested.

5. When was the last time you had sex?
Last night and in about 15 minutes! *wink*

6. Sex on the first date...good or bad?
Depends on the situation. Bad, I guess, but very guilty. *grin*

7. Do you have any random or out of the ordinary turn ons?
Out of the ordinary to whom?

8. What attributes attract you to a potential partner.
In general, stableness, being sane :D ... height, stocky body type.

LOL, felt I was answering a mySpace meme for highschoolers almost! Not much to add this week.

almost 99 utterly pointless things

2009-04-03T01:39:00.001-07:00

A uber long meme stolen from VanImp. *grin*

1.PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
I don't have any cool scars! *pout* Most of my injuries end up being internal. I do have a few small scars on my hands from working on motorcycles... and of course stretch marks from the kidlets.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Ummm paint? Nothin' yet! Movin' in this weekend! FG does have a beautiful Michael Parkes (one of my favorite artists) print that will be going up in our room though.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It's a kewl metallic orange with a slidey and full qwerty. Just like this...

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Rock, alternative, industrial/goth, pop, R&B, contemporary... blah everything basically, depending on my mood that day.

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
This super cool painting by Brom, my other favorite artist.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To be curled up in FG's lap relaxing.

7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GAY MARRIAGE?
I think humans should have the right to marry whatever type of human they want.. male, female, inbetween, black, white, pastel or multicolored. You love who you love, there can't be a boundry placed on that.

8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
About 8 in the morning.

9. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
Nope, got divorced when I was 5 or 6 and then stupidly tried again when I was 17! *gawd*

10. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Notta. The fan on my laptop is the only noise.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
Yuppers. Too many personal demons.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Was a conglomeration of a few people and hormones for seasoning.

13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
On the same sex?? I don't care!

14. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
Only if I need them badly enough.

15. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
That's a tough one. I am thinking coffee in the morning and energy drinks at night usually.

16. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
Hawaiian - ham and pineapple. Yum-O! Or sausage and black olive occasionally.

17. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Hmm.. a big ol' baked potato with loads of butter and sour cream sounds awesome right now.

18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
My pseudo-Father-in-Law.

19. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
A wee bit of german.

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
True gift? Christmas... a fuzzy jacket and some baking gear.

21. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Yup, sure do!

22. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No! I can't even touch my toes any more!

23. FAVOURITE FRIEND?
FG and Claudia

24. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR!
Aston Martin Vanquish, baby!

25. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE?
Still trying to figure out that one myself. I mean there has to be more than this right?

26. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
To each his own, but I still dream of a 'white' dress of my own someday.

27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Leaving as in? The planet? The country? Business trip? geesh, gotta be more specific! ;)

28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU!!
Every way! Not just words, actions mean a lot more to me. So I try to show more than just say it.

29. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
13 *grin*

30. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
I was... and now I am...

31. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
FG's. Like 10 times more than anyone else!

32. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People that can't pick up after themselves! I mean c'mon how hard is it to put the dishes IN the sink instead of on the counter??

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR OWN COUNTRY?
Yea, nothing too exciting. Once up into Canada, ay, and down to Mexico a few times.

34. YOUR WEAKNESS?
Pull my hair and bite me and you’ll find out. <~ I am with vanimp on this one!

35. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
Christmas presents... lots o' them.

36. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
Vacation? Been too long since I have been on one and even longer since a good one. :(

37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
No. I was always too chicken.

38. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
Working. :(

39. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A boob job maybe. Will I ever? Nope.

40. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT
Eyes, legs, brains... not necessarily in that order.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL
Just because something is illegal doesn't mean you can't still get it. *wink*

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A day to myself.

45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope

46. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Yes, occasionally.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Ringfinger. I play with them alot. Subconcious? I think so! *blush*

49. WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
Black micro-boyshorts with a blue dragon across the back.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE VEGETABLE?
Taters! Mashed, fried, baked... yum!

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yups.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Ooh been so long since I looked through my collection. Since I listen to mostly rock, I am going to say the Garth Brooks box set.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
No, I am a bitch.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
I would like to say no 100%, but I am pretty sure that wouldn't be true.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Of course they do! But beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so as long as they are attractive to you, then who cares what someone else thinks!

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Bitch, rant, .... and loud music.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Still waiting to move into my first home. lol

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
No, been burned too many times. I will always be skeptical.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
Anything I could take apart.

61. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
I am afraid I grow'd up already and still don't know what I want to be. *pout*

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Me?? Nooooo... *wink*

63. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
No. Never found a religion that 'fit' me. I call myself and Agnostic-Atheist.

64. DOES 11:11 MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?
Means I usually just got done workin'!

66. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
Kinda sorta not really. On the surface, its all good.

67. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Labor before the epidural. NO WAY was I making it though that shit without one!

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
1 pairs I do, 1 pairs I don't ... and the other pairs is crocs so no laces. :D

69. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
Apple juice, handing a cup to the kidlet and she didn't have it yet.

70. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
Yes, 2 rugrats... oh, kids don't count? Then, no.

71. WHAT IS THE LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
Assuming my legs don't count (j/k!)

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS?
Green, black and blue.

73. WHAT’S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
Some smut laying around my mother's house, cause I didn't have the money to go get a new good read.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
None! Finally had those suckers cut out a few months back!

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
If they is bored enough, have fun!

76. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
Still wanna go to Ireland/Scotland, and Germany

77. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
Corn Pops cereal and some apple/orange juice.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
friend, Claudia.

79. WHAT’S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE SAME/OPPOSITE SEX?
Opposite sex: After the face/eyes, would be the arms and shoulders.. yummy.

80. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Lust at first sight, but love can follow pretty quickly.

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?
Runny eggs! *puke*

82. FAVOURITE DRINK?
Dr. Pepper!

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Mine.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
I don't pay attention to sports too much, but I will watch an (american)football game every now and then.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Auburn.

86. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOUR?
Blue and grey with a bit of yellow in the center.

87. TALL OR SHORT?
Let me put it this way... in my tallest shoes I am 6'6"

88. SIBLINGS?
1 older never see half-sister and 1 younger uber crazy half-sister.

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?
Nah, no favorite.

90 DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
*PUKE*

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
SpongeBob Squarepants.

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Every day I make it to bed at night.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Ya, I usually let them make the first move.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer, I hates the cold. That's why I live in the desert!

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationship, hands down.

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Whoever is the most bored.

98. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Someone who already answered them, duh!

99. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
You'll have to ask them that question.

HNT ~ M.I.A.

2009-04-02T14:40:00.002-07:00

No HNT this week.. too much going on and a dead battery in the camera. :(

But do check out others exceptional entries this week if you haven't already...

Vanilla Impaired
Coy Pink

and of course..

Osbasso

TMI Tuesday 8

2009-03-31T11:34:00.003-07:00

1. Have you ever sent or recieved a sext message?

Oh so very very guilty of this one, yes. If you had ever laid peepers on my old blog you would know this!

2. Have you ever made or recieved a booty call?

Umm.. no, I don't think I have. Usually it was under the pretense of hanging out and things may or may not have gotten nekkid from there.

3. Have you ever added or edited a word/entry to Wikipedia or Urban Dictionary or any other online reference?

Nope!

4. At what age did you have your first consensual sexual experience?

5. What has been the greatest age difference between you a consensual sexual partner?

9 years older than me is the biggest gap.. and only once did I date someone younger and that was a 5 year difference.

Bonus (as in optional): Why do you blog?

Depending on the day... boredom, creative outlet, palce to rant and whine, write and show-off, a place to mark memories.

Buzz buzz

2009-03-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

I may not like my sex vanilla flavored... But I lurve vanilla ice cream!

If you do too... a must try is Haagan Dazs' Vanilla Honey Bee. It's orgasmically delicious!

Vanilla with a touch of honey added in. It was just supposed to be a limited edition flavor.. but they are making it permanent. Yippee! I am uber-happiness.

*bonus* And by eating this ice cream, you are helping to support research into the disappearing Honey Bee populations.

According to the Haagen Dazs website, 1 out of every 3 bites of food an average American eats is directly contributed to honey bee pollination! Those little guys are responsible for the pollination of over 100 crops...not just honey, but pears, raspberries, pears, cherries, vegetables, seed and nuts.

So it's a bit alarming when 25% of the western honey bee population has disappeared in just the last several winters, posing serious risk to the natural food supply!

Help the bees and help your taste buds! It's a win-win situation! *grin*

safewurd?

2009-03-28T00:05:00.000-07:00

Demon Fire

2009-03-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

The blue flame licked across her skin like demon fire. As quickly as it was there it was gone. The only remembrance, a slight burn. The flame was not nearly as hot as her lust for her captor. No other could ignite her inner fire like he could. Just a caress of his breath against her flesh sent shivers coursing though her core.
With his hands he painted his mark across her body once again. A flick of the lighter and the ethereal flame sprang to life, dancing to a tune only it heard, ghostly in its beauty. A swipe of his hand and it was gone. Her captor had the power over flame, over flesh, over soul.
He lit his fingers tips and she watched the fire dance in his eyes as a wicked smile began to cross his lips. One by one, he put each finger to those lips and extinguished the flame as if taking the fire into himself. As the last light went out, he leaned down and kissed her hard.

HNT 11 ~ Collar

2009-03-26T15:19:00.003-07:00

It came! My lovely little prize from KinkySexLink!

Isn't it purty?!

TMI Tuesday 7

2009-03-24T00:23:00.007-07:00

1. Ever Googled a date, a potential date or an ex?
Yes, just the other day in fact! My ex, SM, was talking about how he googled himself and what the results were. I wanted to see if he was bullshitting, so I looked him up. lol. Then I did myself *grin* But in the past I have looked up old/lost loves friends and ex's just to see how they were doing in their new lives. My curiosity gets the best of me at times!

2. Do you gossip?
Yes, I do. I am bad about that sometimes. There is a difference between gossip and secrets however, and those I can keep.

3. How many people do you completely trust?
None... maybe 1. Been burned too many times by people I thought I could trust, so I am very skeptical of trusting anybody these days.

4. Have you ever had sex in car?
Yes once, but not while moving and it wasn't the most enjoyable experience. Not enough room to maneuver!

5. What is your best flirting technique: innuendo, telling a dirty joke, talking about sex life, or physical contact?
All of the above, I think. I am a horrible flirt... as in all the time, not as in bad at it... so I don't have any one 'technique'. Although I can turn anything into an innuendo, side effect of working in and being around the adult industry too long!

Bonus (as in optional): How many times is the most you have ever had sex in a 24 hour period?
Are we talking partners orgasm count or mine?? Umm..? him: 5 / me: too many to count!
I think more accurately would be how many hours in a 24 hours period!

Hungry??

2009-03-22T01:58:00.000-07:00

Lava

2009-03-20T02:40:00.000-07:00

Blood runs down her arm like molten red rivers bubbling up from the depths. Drip drip. Off her fingertips, her eyes follow each droplet as it hits the white tile floor. Pooling, growing into a miniature lake below. What have I done? Maybe gone too far this time. She looks up into the mirror and sees death. Pale moss eyes stare back at her from sunken sockets. Tears and smudged makeup marking the depths. My lips are too red, she thinks to herself. They should be lighter… blue. What have I done?
Too far this time. Her familiar dance with death always had too many variables. Too many easy slips, but she could not resist the music. Her feet always carried her to the tune. She had come back so many times before.
All she could do was wait for the sirens and hope the angels would save her. Closing her eyes, she listened, swaying a bit to the tune. Drip drip. She could almost feel the flames of eternity licking at her toes, smell searing flesh as the song of the dammed played silently. No sirens this time. No soft angels wings to save her. Only rivers of lava flowing down her arms to the floor and the sweet beautiful dance into the fire.

HNT 11 ~ Naptime

2009-03-19T22:17:00.000-07:00

Sneaking in an afternoon nap. ;)

Saint Patrick's Day

2009-03-17T01:12:00.001-07:00

Happy Excuse to Get Drunk Day!!!

... like I really need an excuse to drink!!

Happy S&BJ Day!

2009-03-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

Sudsy

2009-03-13T17:52:00.007-07:00

Standing together naked in the shower after one of their escapades, he begins to slowly wash her body. The loofah gliding across her skin, scrubbing away the sex and sweat. His lips catch hers as he brings her hands over her head and holds her by the wrists with his 1 strong hand. With the other he continues to soap up every inch of her. Forced on tiptoe, she leans to try and taste him, kiss his neck, anything. He just laughs and pulls her higher. Body against body, his lips tasting, bound and soapy. She is in heaven.

HNT 10 ~ Shirt

2009-03-12T23:50:00.003-07:00

I haven't really had time to take any good pictures, so here is one from the collection...

Legos: Not just for Kids

2009-03-10T12:03:00.002-07:00

This was posted over at Kinky Sex Link, and I just had to share.

TMI Tuesday 6

2009-03-10T00:34:00.004-07:00

1. Are you pro-marriage? Why or why not?
I am very pro-marriage. Ever since I was little I have wanted the big white wedding. And since my parents are both multiple divorcees, I have always said I am only going to do it once. Hence, my many engagements and no marriage thus far! My parents split when I was young and I have always held on to the dream of finding 'the One' and growing old together. Every one says marriage changes things, but there is also a sense of security that comes with that little piece of paper that you just can't get by just living together. I am just old-fashioned I guess.

FG and I have talked about this subject many times. He was like me... only once. He has done his one and says he will never get married again. Yet, he has also joked about us tying the knot in the future... lol. Well, if he wants to stay with me, he is going to have to change his mind. I am still owed my one wedding!

2. Have you ever invented or thought you invented a sexual position?
Nope. I think this goes along with one of the questions last week. I am not too into the contorted sexual positions. And... since sex has been around.. forever, I am sure it has all been done before!

3. Do you like to be tied up? Always or sometimes?
I am still up in the air about this one. It's a grey area. I love to be restrained, but that is not the same as tied up. Light bondage can be fun occasionally. But I much prefer being bodily held down, wrists gripped in his hand above my head, or a hand on my throat. yum-O!

4. Do you consider online cybering adultery?
Absolutely. Again, its a commitment issue. Just because it is online, does not make it any different from meeting someone at the bar. Any time you are being intimate with another (and its not been discussed within the relationship as okay) then that is cheating.

5. Do you prefer masturbation over real sex?
Umm... no! Having just come off of an almost 1 year dry spell (!!), nothing beats the real deal. I am not that into masturbation. It really does nothing for me. Sure, I can get off, but what turns me on is another body, hands molding skin, the force of bodies coming (and cumming) together.. and you just can't get that on your own! Funny thing is though, I usually masturbate more IN a relationship that not. If I don't have any one to be intimate with, the urge just isn't really there. But when I am with someone, and they might be at work, I can get so worked up with anticipation that I need that release to get me through until I can get my hands on them. *grin*

6. Do you want sex more times a day than your partner?
Right now, YES. I have a year to make up for after all! Unfortunately, the sex I did have this weekend was SO good that I think I am missing layers of skin and am outta commission for a bit. :( *blush*

Speaking of which, I still have to write the update on that encounter!

7. Do you get offended when you partner openly flirts with others or are you okay with it?
Hmm.. I can be/am a bit possessive. Just from past history, jealousy has reared its ugly head. It really depends on if the flirting is serious or just in fun. If it is serious, then hell ya, there is a problem.

8. Do you think you're flirty by nature?
100% yes. Which is not always a good thing and has gotten me in trouble on more than one occasion. Sometimes I don't even know I am doing it. I tend to flirt sometimes as a way to ease awkwardness and tension when around new people.

Rapist

2009-03-08T02:42:00.003-07:00

Following the theme of this week's story..

... I sure hope so! *grin*

Home Alone, pt.2

2009-03-07T14:45:00.004-07:00

Part 1 is here.

The man slaps her across the face hard.
“Now, what did I just say?!” She starts to sob. As she opens her mouth to apologize, something lacy is shoved in there.
“That will keep you quiet.”

Hand still on her throat, he proceeds to have his way with her helpless form. She sucks in air as he pinches her left nipple hard. The right one he pulls and twists. She moans. He presses a knee between her legs, moving them apart. Rough fingers probe her and become slick with her juices.
“Oh yes, you like this. You are a slut.” Her body has betrayed her.
Taking his hand from her throat, he pushes her legs up and as far apart as they will go. Without warning, several fingers are quickly shoved inside her pussy. Callie whimpers behind her gag as the pain rushes through her body. His hand begins to pump in and out of her. With his other hand he begins to rub her clit. She tries to resist the urge to cum, but her body betrays her once again and she begins to cry again. He just laughs.
“I told you, you were going to enjoy this,” he says as he reaches up and grabs both of her breasts and squeezes, leaving a trail of her cum up her body.
Again he pushes his fingers inside of her. More this time, stretching her as far as she will go. In and out. One hand on her throat again. It doesn’t stop until she is shaking from another orgasm.
“Now time for me to have some fun. I am going to flip you over, your ass in the air and you’re going to stay that way,” he growls.
Her hands still tied above her head to the bed, he lifts her body and throws her over on her stomach. Grabbing her hips, he forces her knees under her and her ass in the air. Her arms are now stretched out in front of her, face pressed into the bed. He moves her knees further apart so she is fully exposed to him.
Callie jumps and moans as she feels pressure against her asshole. Please, no! She screams inside her head. He just laughs at her body’s reaction, but keeps his thumb there teasingly increasing the pressure.
Once again, he starts to rub her clit hard and fast. Every time she gets near orgasm, he smacks her ass. Each hit getting harder and harder. Her skin burns and try as she might, she can’t keep from squirming. He doesn’t stop this until she is sobbing and shaking uncontrollably.
She feels him get into position behind her. In one move, he slams his cock into her now dripping wet hole, rocking her forward with the force of it. She screams behind her gag.
Pulling out, he smacks her ass. Then slams back in. Out, smack, in, over and over.
“Have you had enough?” All she can do is whimper behind her gag. Laughing again, he begins to pound into her pussy. Both of his large rough hands spreading her ass cheeks far apart.
Renlentlessly this goes on, periodically reaching down and playing with her clit, bringing her to orgasm again and again. All the while, slamming his hard cock into her. It seems like forever until he cums. She is a sobbing shaking mess of bodily fluids.

He gets off the bed, and vaguely she can hear him in the bathroom, water running. Sounds like the bath is filling, but she is too exhausted to care. Since he is in the other room, she lets her body finally fall onto the bed.
A few minutes later, he sits on the bed next to her, rolls her over, gently takes the gag out of her mouth and kisses her tenderly. Her hands are untied from the bed and each other. He rubs them, her wrists, and arms, returning blood flow and easing the soreness.
Callie’s mind, behind the blindfold, is trying to make sense of this sudden gentleness, but is too far gone to grasp at any one idea.
He picks her up, and cradled in his arms the blindfold is removed. She squeezes her eyes shut, afraid.
“Open your eyes, my love,” Master says.
Yes, it was Master all along. She slowly opens her eyes and looks into his. Sobbing uncontrollably and clutching onto him for dear life, he holds her there for a while.
Eventually, he gets up and carries her into the bathroom, putting her into the bath he ran. Ever so tenderly he washes her body, stripping away the events of the night. Never saying a word.
After the bath, he dries her off and carries her back to the bed, laying her down. He pushes her legs up and apart as he begins to go down on her. Gently bringing her exhausted soul to climax again with his tongue.
Callie cries again as her Master gets on top of her and enters her in one thrust. He stays there and leans down to whisper in her ear…
“You are safe. You are Mine, I own you. I love you.” With that, he starts to slide his cock in and out. Tenderly kissing her face until they both cum together.

Home Alone, pt. 1

2009-03-06T04:39:00.003-07:00

This fantasy was first and strongest. It is my little dark secret that I have carried with me for quite sometime. It is a controversial and tender subject for some, and I am sorry for what they had to experience involuntarily. For me, this scenario gets me wet every time I think about it! Hope you Enjoy!

Sitting home alone one night, Callie is watching a horror movie on t.v, something she usually never does. She knows her Master will be home from working 2nd shift soon, but still frightened by the movie she startles at every strange noise.
It’s late, about 2 a.m. when the movie ends. She is tired and decides to try to get some sleep, but unfortunately sleep eludes her. Every creak, every knock, each noise makes her jump in her skin, and she wonders why Master isn’t home yet. Eventually though, she falls asleep from pure exhaustion.

Next thing she knows someone is on top of her, straddling her with her arms pinned under their knees and a hand over her mouth. She can’t scream. It’s dark and all she can see is a silhouette, no features, no clue as to who this man is. Her heart races 1000 miles an hour as she struggles to get free. Something covers her eyes, and she feels him lean down. His face next to her ear, she feels his hot breath on her cheek.
“Don’t make a sound. Do you understand?” he whispers.The voice is faintly familiar, but Callie is too scared out of her mind to place it. She quickly nods her understanding.
“Good.” He takes his hand from her mouth.
She bites her lip as he fastens whatever is covering her eyes tightly around her head, keeping it in place. Her hands are beginning to hurt, pinned as they are under his knees. He first takes one hand and then the other and ties them together, and ties them above her head.
“Don’t move.” Callie lays perfectly still, too scared to even breathe.
He gets up and she hears him rummaging through everything. Drawers, closet, even going into the bathroom, nothing is left untouched. A robbery. All she can hope for is that he will leave and her Master come home soon!
However, she is not so lucky. She sleeps naked and her nude body is exposed, and suddenly there is a hand on her throat, tight but she can still get air.
“Don’t move, don’t speak. I AM going to hurt you, but worse if you disobey me. You’re going to enjoy this no matter how hard you try not to.” Against all that is right, his words strike a chord with her ingrained submissiveness. He chuckles.
“Please don’t hurt me,” she sputters anyway.

...to be continued.

HNT 9 ~ On the road

2009-03-05T14:49:00.000-07:00

Here is where I was last Thursday, and why I didn't post...

... Yes, I believe it truly is the middle of nowhere. Texas maybe?