... I crave hands, not batteries.
Teeth and breath, not plastic.
Have you ever touched yourself while talking to me?
I might have back when...
You could make me react without having to.
We did connect a bit.
Ya, just a little. ;)
Come crawl in my lap.
I would in a heart beat.
Why do I get the feeling you would do much of what I crave?
Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
You tell me... is it?
To me it is beautiful, but you knew that.
*smiles*
It's like I am supposed to... need to, want to...
I lay in bed sometimes and wonder about why I see you nude before me.
Come up with any answers?
Slave comes to mind when I allow it to surface...
How often to you feel that side of yourself?
Only ever when talking to one person in particular have I ever felt more slave than just submissive.
Is that what haunts you? That feeling of being a slave?
The connection that it would take to make me so.
I don't think you have ever said no to me.
Nope, not even when you said you would push me to my limits... and even beyond.
Would you ever say no?
I have no desire to say no to you.
...and I don't know why. I have thought about it a lot.
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connection
Did you let your mind wander today?
It does everyday.
What did you think on?
Little things throughout the day... wishing things were different.
Like touching, smelling, and feeling that connection...simple? You want to feel that collar don't you?
Yes. That is a pretty big hole inside lately.
Did you feel a little better doing as told last night? Even for a moment?
Yes, a little.
It's just not wanting to do, it's that need. To be what is needed.
It's not even just the submission alone.. it's the whole picture that I am needing... a connection I am craving, along with the physical presence and giving of myself... all of it. Each part is sitting before me separately... none of it fills the void alone.
Friendship, companionship, the feel of someone in the house that cares, letting go and accepting where you need to be, having someone that gives a damn about you...
Yes..
Someone that values you... beyond anyone else.
Dammit, why do you always make me cry?
It does everyday.
What did you think on?
Little things throughout the day... wishing things were different.
Like touching, smelling, and feeling that connection...simple? You want to feel that collar don't you?
Yes. That is a pretty big hole inside lately.
Did you feel a little better doing as told last night? Even for a moment?
Yes, a little.
It's just not wanting to do, it's that need. To be what is needed.
It's not even just the submission alone.. it's the whole picture that I am needing... a connection I am craving, along with the physical presence and giving of myself... all of it. Each part is sitting before me separately... none of it fills the void alone.
Friendship, companionship, the feel of someone in the house that cares, letting go and accepting where you need to be, having someone that gives a damn about you...
Yes..
Someone that values you... beyond anyone else.
Dammit, why do you always make me cry?
Hungry moods
I woke up hungry.
Hope I didn't wake you...
I'm okay, it will pass... always does. You are lucky you're not here.
Actually, I see it as I am unlucky I am not there.
You would be carrying the marks and feeling what I'd do to you for a while. I need to sleep I think.
Okay, my dear. I will try not to wake you again.
You are in a mood.
A mood?
I know I am, but you're in a touchy feely mood... a very submissive mood.
What makes yo say that?
Just what I felt.
I have been lately, yes.
Teeth raking across skin...
Yes, that and I want to lay my cheek on One's knee, a hand stroking my hair...
Is that all you yearn for?
No.
Did you mean to wake me that way?
I did not mean to wake you, but I was thinking of you... ... was listening to music.
Kneeling and nude, wanting.
Yes, ...the wanting. ...you have a way of turning that on full force... with your comments... questions...
I used to make you need to cum so easily.
Yes, you did.
I think I need to try and get my mind off taking you. ... I could dig my teeth into you though.
I need to sleep... ...cum for me tonight.
I will...
Good. I like that thought.
Hope I didn't wake you...
I'm okay, it will pass... always does. You are lucky you're not here.
Actually, I see it as I am unlucky I am not there.
You would be carrying the marks and feeling what I'd do to you for a while. I need to sleep I think.
Okay, my dear. I will try not to wake you again.
You are in a mood.
A mood?
I know I am, but you're in a touchy feely mood... a very submissive mood.
What makes yo say that?
Just what I felt.
I have been lately, yes.
Teeth raking across skin...
Yes, that and I want to lay my cheek on One's knee, a hand stroking my hair...
Is that all you yearn for?
No.
Did you mean to wake me that way?
I did not mean to wake you, but I was thinking of you... ... was listening to music.
Kneeling and nude, wanting.
Yes, ...the wanting. ...you have a way of turning that on full force... with your comments... questions...
I used to make you need to cum so easily.
Yes, you did.
I think I need to try and get my mind off taking you. ... I could dig my teeth into you though.
I need to sleep... ...cum for me tonight.
I will...
Good. I like that thought.
do you dream?
Did you enjoy last night?
You were supposed to meet me the night before last...
Didn't you feel me?
If you thought of me as you started your day... I didn't get to bed until you were getting up.
I did think of you as I got up. I do most days actually.
You do?
Yup.
Later...
You have such dreams...
What dreams?
You don't daydream of being with the one you love, feeling total submission? How many times have you felt it when you chat with me randomly?
Honestly, I think about it all the time... It's in my head constantly. It's hard being one who's nature needs balance walking around without her other half...
Hard to walk around like that... makes it hard to concentrate. I make it hard for you sometimes, I'm sure.
When you ask questions like that, yes you make it a bit hard.
You were supposed to meet me the night before last...
Didn't you feel me?
If you thought of me as you started your day... I didn't get to bed until you were getting up.
I did think of you as I got up. I do most days actually.
You do?
Yup.
Later...
You have such dreams...
What dreams?
You don't daydream of being with the one you love, feeling total submission? How many times have you felt it when you chat with me randomly?
Honestly, I think about it all the time... It's in my head constantly. It's hard being one who's nature needs balance walking around without her other half...
Hard to walk around like that... makes it hard to concentrate. I make it hard for you sometimes, I'm sure.
When you ask questions like that, yes you make it a bit hard.
a touch
...I didn't know you still thought of me in that way... Do I still wake you with those thoughts of hunger?
yes... You've crept back into my head quite strongly lately.
Have you dreamt of a wolf?
I don't remember my dreams... I know you were in my head when I went to bed last night... As I was falling asleep... I could feel you next to me... I was just waiting... wishing... for a touch.
Perhaps tonight you will feel it... chills... whispers... warmth.
I hope so...
Don't you feel me now?
Is that you... or just my mind playing tricks on me...
Depends if your shoulders and back of your neck feel warm... It should move all over.
It is always in my neck and shoulders... then down my back... my arms... up the back of my neck into my hair and curling up the side of my neck, across my cheek.
You woke up to this before... you felt me touching you so beautifully.
Like you were there, and I woke up a second too late...
I'll be with you tonight. I need to sleep my dear, but find me.
I will...
yes... You've crept back into my head quite strongly lately.
Have you dreamt of a wolf?
I don't remember my dreams... I know you were in my head when I went to bed last night... As I was falling asleep... I could feel you next to me... I was just waiting... wishing... for a touch.
Perhaps tonight you will feel it... chills... whispers... warmth.
I hope so...
Don't you feel me now?
Is that you... or just my mind playing tricks on me...
Depends if your shoulders and back of your neck feel warm... It should move all over.
It is always in my neck and shoulders... then down my back... my arms... up the back of my neck into my hair and curling up the side of my neck, across my cheek.
You woke up to this before... you felt me touching you so beautifully.
Like you were there, and I woke up a second too late...
I'll be with you tonight. I need to sleep my dear, but find me.
I will...
do you feel me?
I need to rip my teeth into flesh...
I am in a mood.
What kind of mood?
What do you feel?
Chills up the back of my neck...
What else? Do you feel my hunger? Does your body feel aroused?
My skin has that feeling... the second before someone touches you, that anticipation of knowing a touch is coming... the ever so slight shift towards the energy you feel flowing from the other hands... yearning for it because if feels so close.
Does it belong to just anyone?
No.
Do you want more?
... you know I do.
I am in a mood.
What kind of mood?
What do you feel?
Chills up the back of my neck...
What else? Do you feel my hunger? Does your body feel aroused?
My skin has that feeling... the second before someone touches you, that anticipation of knowing a touch is coming... the ever so slight shift towards the energy you feel flowing from the other hands... yearning for it because if feels so close.
Does it belong to just anyone?
No.
Do you want more?
... you know I do.
take from me...
Did you fall asleep thinking about me?
I did. I went to bed thinking you have a bad habit of getting thoughts in my head and then disappearing on me.
Sitting there wiggling and thinking of nice things or did I take you back to those evenings when we talked on the phone and I got under your skin?
All the thoughts are jumbled together into a bigger picture now... the IMs, texts, calls...
What are you thinking now? Would you enjoy knowing I am laying in the dark nude?
I wish I was there... next to you.. feeling you breathe.
Tasting you. Hearing your heart. Dragging my teeth across skin. Releasing you beast.
Yes, yes, yes, and yes...
Would you release your Beast then?
It would leave marks on you. Force you to do things. Take you. Take your submission.
That's what I would be there for... for you, to do with as you please.
Could you keep the Beast at bay if I was there? My skin under your hands?
It would take a lot from you... you'd be the Beast's slave.
Could you keep it at bay if I was there?
No.
I'd take from you. Taste your breath... your flesh... your blood... see how far I could push you... and then push some more. Break you.
Then if you could not keep him chained... the choice is already made.
You could not restrain him, and I could not stay away from you never knowing.
Perhaps you carry those scars from my beast already...
The memories of scars not yet inflicted.
Being able to touch you and your body instantly submits and readies for me.
Do you feel it? ....the clothes burn upon your skin.
If you could, you'd be nude right now.
I would be... yes.
I did. I went to bed thinking you have a bad habit of getting thoughts in my head and then disappearing on me.
Sitting there wiggling and thinking of nice things or did I take you back to those evenings when we talked on the phone and I got under your skin?
All the thoughts are jumbled together into a bigger picture now... the IMs, texts, calls...
What are you thinking now? Would you enjoy knowing I am laying in the dark nude?
I wish I was there... next to you.. feeling you breathe.
Tasting you. Hearing your heart. Dragging my teeth across skin. Releasing you beast.
Yes, yes, yes, and yes...
Would you release your Beast then?
It would leave marks on you. Force you to do things. Take you. Take your submission.
That's what I would be there for... for you, to do with as you please.
Could you keep the Beast at bay if I was there? My skin under your hands?
It would take a lot from you... you'd be the Beast's slave.
Could you keep it at bay if I was there?
No.
I'd take from you. Taste your breath... your flesh... your blood... see how far I could push you... and then push some more. Break you.
Then if you could not keep him chained... the choice is already made.
You could not restrain him, and I could not stay away from you never knowing.
Perhaps you carry those scars from my beast already...
The memories of scars not yet inflicted.
Being able to touch you and your body instantly submits and readies for me.
Do you feel it? ....the clothes burn upon your skin.
If you could, you'd be nude right now.
I would be... yes.
Mental Stimulation
I just woke up from a dream of touching you with a crop. I didn't expect that but it was something. I rarely dream of sexual acts of any sort.
I remember dreams before, but its been awhile.
It's been awhile, but I do remember dreaming those about you.
This was very strong, I woke up craving. Wish you were a bit closer.. I would be coming over to fuck you. I think we would probably both be bruised afterwards. Hands full of hair and just animalistic energy.
so when are you going to get here?? ;)
If I do I may kidnap you.
kidnap?
Yes, kidnap, fuck, enslave, fuck some more.
*grin, drool*
Well, I guess I need to try and sleep with this craving or I will never sleep tonight, but its there and I hope I do dream of you again.
screw the dreaming, get your ass down here and bruise me!!
I remember dreams before, but its been awhile.
It's been awhile, but I do remember dreaming those about you.
This was very strong, I woke up craving. Wish you were a bit closer.. I would be coming over to fuck you. I think we would probably both be bruised afterwards. Hands full of hair and just animalistic energy.
so when are you going to get here?? ;)
If I do I may kidnap you.
kidnap?
Yes, kidnap, fuck, enslave, fuck some more.
*grin, drool*
Well, I guess I need to try and sleep with this craving or I will never sleep tonight, but its there and I hope I do dream of you again.
screw the dreaming, get your ass down here and bruise me!!
What NOT to say to a Dom
Chit-chatting with Poet online about him having to drive home extremely tired...
Apparently, the thing NOT to say to a Dom is...
I never got an IM back, LOL
*checks off on list* Do Not tell a Dom you are going to beat them, check.
Apparently, the thing NOT to say to a Dom is...
Can't have you hurting yourself, because I still need to beat you for
disappearing for 2 weeks and making me worry!
I never got an IM back, LOL
*checks off on list* Do Not tell a Dom you are going to beat them, check.
callie, sexologist?
So, while I am trying to take a nap, I get a text from a male friend of mine back home...
Oh, here we go..
Shit, there goes my nap!
I certainly cannot speak for any other female, but I told him that I thought that yes, it is true for most women. And that many can't have a purely vaginal orgasm without some clitoral or anal stimulation thrown in the mix. I, also, worked with a girl that prefered anal over vaginal.
For me, I have always classified 3 different types of orgasm: vaginal, clitoral, and of course anal. They each feel different and have different degrees of intensity singly. Combine all 3 at once, and Oh My God!! SM was the master at the SixPack when burying his head between my legs, and I was a happy girl everytime! Mmmm....
Oops, I got sidetracked. Where was I?
Oh! The messages...
WTF! Am I talking to the 40-year-old virgin here?! You've never?!?
I think my mind came to a screeching halt. This buddy of mine... every other sentence is about sex. The guy gets alot. Hot wife at home, some swinging on the side... 3somes, sex parties. Not like he's unexperienced. In fact, I am the prude next to him.
Except on this topic, I guess!! LOL Not like I am an anal-whore by any means whatsoever! I certainly like a digit slipped when being licked like a toostie pop, but full-on anal is only an occasional treat for me. When done right, its I see stars!!
What do you think? Bigger, better orgasms from anal or just too much to mess with?
Hey, I have a question that maybe you can answer? Its kinda personal, but it will make me understand what my friend is telling me about. I am not sure if its
true.
Oh, here we go..
Do women have more intense orgasms while having anal sex or not? I just find it hard to believe, but he says its true. I'm so confused.
Shit, there goes my nap!
I certainly cannot speak for any other female, but I told him that I thought that yes, it is true for most women. And that many can't have a purely vaginal orgasm without some clitoral or anal stimulation thrown in the mix. I, also, worked with a girl that prefered anal over vaginal.
For me, I have always classified 3 different types of orgasm: vaginal, clitoral, and of course anal. They each feel different and have different degrees of intensity singly. Combine all 3 at once, and Oh My God!! SM was the master at the SixPack when burying his head between my legs, and I was a happy girl everytime! Mmmm....
Oops, I got sidetracked. Where was I?
Oh! The messages...
Can I ask, have you done it? Is it great?
WTF! Am I talking to the 40-year-old virgin here?! You've never?!?
I have never known it would be good. Always thought it would be more painful than you have said. Never met anyone who was interested.
I think my mind came to a screeching halt. This buddy of mine... every other sentence is about sex. The guy gets alot. Hot wife at home, some swinging on the side... 3somes, sex parties. Not like he's unexperienced. In fact, I am the prude next to him.
Except on this topic, I guess!! LOL Not like I am an anal-whore by any means whatsoever! I certainly like a digit slipped when being licked like a toostie pop, but full-on anal is only an occasional treat for me. When done right, its I see stars!!
What do you think? Bigger, better orgasms from anal or just too much to mess with?
Great Cake Debate
Chatting online with SM last night while I was working...
callie: i got Ho Ho's today, hee hee!
SM: LOL it's the little things.
callie: ya, the name alone makes them more fun to eat than just the cupcakes.. even though its the same darn ingredients.
SM: LMAO
callie: AND Ho Ho's are better than DingDongs... go figure .
SM: i don't know about that
callie: *gasp* you like DingDongs more than Ho Ho's?
SM: ha ha ha. yeah i do
callie: Ho Ho's have more cream filling
SM: you sure about tthat
callie: more filling, less cake
SM: LOL
callie: Although... they did get the names backwards... considering
SM: i was thinking the same thing. LOL i was going to call you a perv
callie: I am a perv, but you cant call me one if you were thinkin' it too
It's the little amusements that keep me from nodding off at the computer at 3 a.m. Still amazes me, the crap my mind comes up with sometimes. :D
VS.
What do you think?
in the darkness..
would you be able to find my hand in the darkness?
would you instinctively reach ?
does your soul shake when I speak with you?
does the bleeding..run hot?
does your mind rest within the thoughts I have given?
or does it ache for more?
again the dance comes to mind ..
I step, you step
..my hand out stretched waiting for the music to move you closer.
the song is playing,
you hear the notes.
the question is as you posed...do you wish to be found?
or do you wish I leave and turn the light off?
and i cried as i took that fearful step forward and placed my hand into his. my soul sighed and my heart held its breath for one terrifying moment before the tears came to my eyes.
The dance just started
Telling yourself to stand your ground and not retreat from me..felt good and yet very unsettling didnt it? Each sentence was a beat of my heart that I spoke to you.
The biggest part is fearing that it is all just pretty words and poetry.. words have no meaning without the emotions to breathe life into them.
Then protect what you must with me..until you find what it takes to step again.
would you instinctively reach ?
does your soul shake when I speak with you?
does the bleeding..run hot?
does your mind rest within the thoughts I have given?
or does it ache for more?
again the dance comes to mind ..
I step, you step
..my hand out stretched waiting for the music to move you closer.
the song is playing,
you hear the notes.
the question is as you posed...do you wish to be found?
or do you wish I leave and turn the light off?
and i cried as i took that fearful step forward and placed my hand into his. my soul sighed and my heart held its breath for one terrifying moment before the tears came to my eyes.
The dance just started
Telling yourself to stand your ground and not retreat from me..felt good and yet very unsettling didnt it? Each sentence was a beat of my heart that I spoke to you.
The biggest part is fearing that it is all just pretty words and poetry.. words have no meaning without the emotions to breathe life into them.
Then protect what you must with me..until you find what it takes to step again.
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