TMI Tuesday 21

I can't say that my answers are going to be all that interesting, but for lack of anything better, I am playing this week. :-P

1. Have you ever attended a group masturbation party? Same-sex or mixed?
Hmm, in the sense that this question was asked... No. I have not been around solely for the sake of watching, nor participated in a group masturbation. (Not interested in and too shy to be an acitve participant.) I have, however, been around and seen group masturbation taking place, just due to location. Did that make any sense at all!?! LOL

2. When masturbating, as you reach orgasm, do you continue to stimulate yourself without interruption, or do you stop and apply pressure until your spasms subside? Or?
I rarely masturbate, but I think its different each time I do. If I am just trying to get off once, I have to stop or I can keep orgasming. If I am going for multiples, I will keep it up.

3. Have you ever video'ed yourself while masturbating (solo)? Where are they now?
Does a camera phone count? Was just a minute clip, and if it didn't get deleted, then it is on my computer somewhere.

4. Have you ever look at porn online? Have you ever posted at porn online?
Yes, I have looked. ;) and have posted pornographic photos, but not porn per se.

5. Do you send/recieve dirty email jokes and pictures?
Not so much anymore. I still recieve some from friends, but really don't have time to sit and forward everything that hits my inbox.

Bonus: Have you ever told someone they were good in bed when they weren't?
I don't think I have ever told a bad lay that they were good, but I have exaggerated how much I enjoyed it!

voracious appetite

When did I become a nymphomaniac??
I am still trying to finger figure this out myself!

I want it everyday. I want it again right after I've had it. I cum over and over and still want more... still want those sensations, still want that fullness, those core-rocking shudders. My body is giving out long before my sex drive does.

(Of course, I am sure that the fact that in the previous 4 years the numbers of times I bumped uglies could be counted on only 2 hands factors into it somewhere!)

So, maybe it is because, that now I am old out of my 20's, I am on that upward climb to my sexual peak? ? ?

If that's the case, Lord help anyone with a penis and a pulse by the time I reach the top!!

Shower Time

She had barely stepped into the shower with him when he grabbed her, bent her over and shoved his cock in. This being a regular occurrence, her body settles into the fullness she knows so well. His hands begin exploring her body, caressing her legs and back, molding her flesh under his strong grasp.

Grabbing her hips, he begins to move in her. The cool water spraying across his body slowly finds its way across hers, dripping from her eyes and lips as she pants her pleasure. Her hands are pressed to the smooth wall in front of her, holding on, pushing back with each thrust he deals to her upturned backside.

His roaming hand eventually finds its way to her throbbing clit. The other is torturing one of her nipples sending exquisite pain through her. His cock grinding into her, her knees buckle as he makes her cum repeatedly.

He is not finished, but he pulls out, stands her up and puts her into the spray of the water. After taking a minute to compose herself, she begins to rinse off.. the original purpose of the shower! She feels him move up to her. His body pressed full-length against her, she sighs, reveling in the feel of his skin. She leans back into him as he nibbles at her neck.

He grabs her hand in one of his, her neck in his other, and pushes her over again, puts her hand up to the wall, apparently changing his mind about finishing later. The spray of water is now hitting her full on neck and face, pouring across her eyes and lips.

He shoves in and pounds her pussy for just a few minutes before once again pulling out. This time turning her around to face him and pinning her against the wall. His body pressing her flat, he holds her wrists in one hand far above her head.

Biting, pinching, caressing every inch of her, teasing her clit to a couple more orgasms. The only thing keeping her on her toes is her wrists far above in his strong grasp. Leaving her breathless, he shuts off the water and orders her out of the shower.

So much for getting clean...

TMI Tuesday 18

1. Would you stay in a loveless relationship for the amazing sex?
Absolutely not. Been there, done that. Just ends up being a loveless relationship and no sex at some point. I am in love with being " in love" and because I am an emotional lover, I need and thrive on that connection with someone that grows over time to really sustain an amazing sex life.

2. If you could only have one, which would you choose: love that lasts forever or great, body numbing sex?
Isn't this just a rewording of the first question??
Love that lasts forever. Sex is just an hour (or 3) out of the day... it's that other 21 hours together where you really get to know and grow with someone, lean on and care for them.

3. Looking back at your past loves, which one should you have married/taken back and who should you have tossed earlier than you did?
There is not anyone that I can think of that I should have taken back or married, and they ALL should have been tossed earlier than than they were. I have what has been termed 'Damsel in Distress Syndrome' (invented by my father, cause he has it too, lol). I think I can "fix" people, but they always end up dragging me down with them instead. I am also bad at saying no, don't like to hurt people's feelings, and try to think 'tomorrow will be better'... 4 years later, the relationship is still crappy, I have wasted 4 years, and I am unhappy.

I am doing my best to make sure that doesn't happen again. I am not getting any younger(!) and refuse to waste another year on someone that isn't in it for me as much as I am in it for them.

4. if you had one last fuck in you where, how and who would you “give it” to?
Oooh.. I have absolutely no clue. If it's my last ever, then I damn better make sure its good! and there are several people who could help me accomplish that.

5. Which is more important sex, money, love and happiness? (and no, you can’t pick’em all)
I know I can't pick them all, but they do all factor into each other to a degree. If one is having troubles with their finances, relationship and/or sex life... this does effect their level of happiness. Therefore, Happiness is the most important, because if you have that ... everything else in life is in place. ;)

TMI Tuesday 16

Have you ever...

1. had sex with someone ten years older or younger than you?
10 years older, yes. Younger? No, only 5 years. ;)

2. drawn from a nude model or been a nude model?
No to both. Not artistic enough to draw from a nude model, and too shy to model myself.

3. had sex at a company Christmas party?
Nope, even though the Christmas party was for an adult-oriented company, it was for all our families so everyone behaved.

4. had a blind date?
Yes, several. Some were okay ... some just down right horrible.

5. slept with a teacher?
Again. no. Even though I was only 1 of 5 girls in a school of over 900 boys... I never tasted the wares, student or staff. Even though I wanted to, I was in a relationship at the time. :( And now, school is online and I am in a relationship, so no opportunities there either! lol

Bonus (as in optional): had sex with someone within an hour of meeting them?
Not within an hour... It was more like 2 hours! ;)

Good questions this week!

TMI Tuesday 12

1. Have you ever bought a membership to a porn site? If yes, what is the most recent one and did you like it?
Nope, never paid for porn. If I want it (which is rare!), there is enough out there for free!

2. Would you rather watch a erotic/porn movie, read a story, or listen to an audio? Why?
I prefer the story. I love to read and a good erotic story always gets me worked up. :D Movies are always too cheesy for me and I end up judging the music, technique, script, etc.. and miss the point of it all. But a story lets me insert a bit of my own imagination and visuals into it make it personal, to put myself into the story.

3. If you have a significant other what do you do for each other to get in the mood? If you don't what would you kind of thing could a future potential long term partner do to get you in the mood?
Lately... always in the mood. The hard part is finding the quiet time to explore said mood! ;)

4. When it comes to sex, how much do you talk about it with others? How comfortable are you talking about sex?
Oddly enough, I am WAY comfortable talking about sex in general conversation, but talking about it with my partner, likes dislikes etc., I clam up and become extrememly shy about it.

I could casually tell a perfect stranger that I like to be tied up and treated like a dirty whore, but get me to say the same thing to my partner? Never!

5. What are the last 5 things you search[ed] for on Google (or another search engine)?
*drum lessons -want to start learning.
*drum tabs -trying to find some songs I like to play.
*cake designs for kids -the oldest's birthday is in a few weeks.
*fondant recipe -found a cool one if you ever wanted to try it.
*tibial tubercle -a medical term for a test for school.

Bonus: Have you ever had a fantasy that you were ashamed of?
Not so much ashamed. More like I know I it goes against the moral convictions of most people. But it's a fantasy... or a fleeting 'what if this happened?' and it will always stay that way.

TMI Tuesday 8

1. Have you ever sent or recieved a sext message?

Oh so very very guilty of this one, yes. If you had ever laid peepers on my old blog you would know this!

2. Have you ever made or recieved a booty call?

Umm.. no, I don't think I have. Usually it was under the pretense of hanging out and things may or may not have gotten nekkid from there.

3. Have you ever added or edited a word/entry to Wikipedia or Urban Dictionary or any other online reference?

Nope!

4. At what age did you have your first consensual sexual experience?

17

5. What has been the greatest age difference between you a consensual sexual partner?

9 years older than me is the biggest gap.. and only once did I date someone younger and that was a 5 year difference.

Bonus (as in optional): Why do you blog?

Depending on the day... boredom, creative outlet, palce to rant and whine, write and show-off, a place to mark memories.

Demon Fire

The blue flame licked across her skin like demon fire. As quickly as it was there it was gone. The only remembrance, a slight burn. The flame was not nearly as hot as her lust for her captor. No other could ignite her inner fire like he could. Just a caress of his breath against her flesh sent shivers coursing though her core.
With his hands he painted his mark across her body once again. A flick of the lighter and the ethereal flame sprang to life, dancing to a tune only it heard, ghostly in its beauty. A swipe of his hand and it was gone. Her captor had the power over flame, over flesh, over soul.
He lit his fingers tips and she watched the fire dance in his eyes as a wicked smile began to cross his lips. One by one, he put each finger to those lips and extinguished the flame as if taking the fire into himself. As the last light went out, he leaned down and kissed her hard.

Happy S&BJ Day!

Sudsy

Standing together naked in the shower after one of their escapades, he begins to slowly wash her body. The loofah gliding across her skin, scrubbing away the sex and sweat. His lips catch hers as he brings her hands over her head and holds her by the wrists with his 1 strong hand. With the other he continues to soap up every inch of her. Forced on tiptoe, she leans to try and taste him, kiss his neck, anything. He just laughs and pulls her higher. Body against body, his lips tasting, bound and soapy. She is in heaven.

TMI Tuesday 6

1. Are you pro-marriage? Why or why not?
I am very pro-marriage. Ever since I was little I have wanted the big white wedding. And since my parents are both multiple divorcees, I have always said I am only going to do it once. Hence, my many engagements and no marriage thus far! My parents split when I was young and I have always held on to the dream of finding 'the One' and growing old together. Every one says marriage changes things, but there is also a sense of security that comes with that little piece of paper that you just can't get by just living together. I am just old-fashioned I guess.

FG and I have talked about this subject many times. He was like me... only once. He has done his one and says he will never get married again. Yet, he has also joked about us tying the knot in the future... lol. Well, if he wants to stay with me, he is going to have to change his mind. I am still owed my one wedding!

2. Have you ever invented or thought you invented a sexual position?
Nope. I think this goes along with one of the questions last week. I am not too into the contorted sexual positions. And... since sex has been around.. forever, I am sure it has all been done before!

3. Do you like to be tied up? Always or sometimes?
I am still up in the air about this one. It's a grey area. I love to be restrained, but that is not the same as tied up. Light bondage can be fun occasionally. But I much prefer being bodily held down, wrists gripped in his hand above my head, or a hand on my throat. yum-O!

4. Do you consider online cybering adultery?
Absolutely. Again, its a commitment issue. Just because it is online, does not make it any different from meeting someone at the bar. Any time you are being intimate with another (and its not been discussed within the relationship as okay) then that is cheating.

5. Do you prefer masturbation over real sex?
Umm... no! Having just come off of an almost 1 year dry spell (!!), nothing beats the real deal. I am not that into masturbation. It really does nothing for me. Sure, I can get off, but what turns me on is another body, hands molding skin, the force of bodies coming (and cumming) together.. and you just can't get that on your own! Funny thing is though, I usually masturbate more IN a relationship that not. If I don't have any one to be intimate with, the urge just isn't really there. But when I am with someone, and they might be at work, I can get so worked up with anticipation that I need that release to get me through until I can get my hands on them. *grin*

6. Do you want sex more times a day than your partner?
Right now, YES. I have a year to make up for after all! Unfortunately, the sex I did have this weekend was SO good that I think I am missing layers of skin and am outta commission for a bit. :( *blush*

Speaking of which, I still have to write the update on that encounter!

7. Do you get offended when you partner openly flirts with others or are you okay with it?
Hmm.. I can be/am a bit possessive. Just from past history, jealousy has reared its ugly head. It really depends on if the flirting is serious or just in fun. If it is serious, then hell ya, there is a problem.

8. Do you think you're flirty by nature?
100% yes. Which is not always a good thing and has gotten me in trouble on more than one occasion. Sometimes I don't even know I am doing it. I tend to flirt sometimes as a way to ease awkwardness and tension when around new people.

Home Alone, pt.2

Part 1 is here.

The man slaps her across the face hard.
“Now, what did I just say?!” She starts to sob. As she opens her mouth to apologize, something lacy is shoved in there.
“That will keep you quiet.”

Hand still on her throat, he proceeds to have his way with her helpless form. She sucks in air as he pinches her left nipple hard. The right one he pulls and twists. She moans. He presses a knee between her legs, moving them apart. Rough fingers probe her and become slick with her juices.
“Oh yes, you like this. You are a slut.” Her body has betrayed her.
Taking his hand from her throat, he pushes her legs up and as far apart as they will go. Without warning, several fingers are quickly shoved inside her pussy. Callie whimpers behind her gag as the pain rushes through her body. His hand begins to pump in and out of her. With his other hand he begins to rub her clit. She tries to resist the urge to cum, but her body betrays her once again and she begins to cry again. He just laughs.
“I told you, you were going to enjoy this,” he says as he reaches up and grabs both of her breasts and squeezes, leaving a trail of her cum up her body.
Again he pushes his fingers inside of her. More this time, stretching her as far as she will go. In and out. One hand on her throat again. It doesn’t stop until she is shaking from another orgasm.
“Now time for me to have some fun. I am going to flip you over, your ass in the air and you’re going to stay that way,” he growls.
Her hands still tied above her head to the bed, he lifts her body and throws her over on her stomach. Grabbing her hips, he forces her knees under her and her ass in the air. Her arms are now stretched out in front of her, face pressed into the bed. He moves her knees further apart so she is fully exposed to him.
Callie jumps and moans as she feels pressure against her asshole. Please, no! She screams inside her head. He just laughs at her body’s reaction, but keeps his thumb there teasingly increasing the pressure.
Once again, he starts to rub her clit hard and fast. Every time she gets near orgasm, he smacks her ass. Each hit getting harder and harder. Her skin burns and try as she might, she can’t keep from squirming. He doesn’t stop this until she is sobbing and shaking uncontrollably.
She feels him get into position behind her. In one move, he slams his cock into her now dripping wet hole, rocking her forward with the force of it. She screams behind her gag.
Pulling out, he smacks her ass. Then slams back in. Out, smack, in, over and over.
“Have you had enough?” All she can do is whimper behind her gag. Laughing again, he begins to pound into her pussy. Both of his large rough hands spreading her ass cheeks far apart.
Renlentlessly this goes on, periodically reaching down and playing with her clit, bringing her to orgasm again and again. All the while, slamming his hard cock into her. It seems like forever until he cums. She is a sobbing shaking mess of bodily fluids.

He gets off the bed, and vaguely she can hear him in the bathroom, water running. Sounds like the bath is filling, but she is too exhausted to care. Since he is in the other room, she lets her body finally fall onto the bed.
A few minutes later, he sits on the bed next to her, rolls her over, gently takes the gag out of her mouth and kisses her tenderly. Her hands are untied from the bed and each other. He rubs them, her wrists, and arms, returning blood flow and easing the soreness.
Callie’s mind, behind the blindfold, is trying to make sense of this sudden gentleness, but is too far gone to grasp at any one idea.
He picks her up, and cradled in his arms the blindfold is removed. She squeezes her eyes shut, afraid.
“Open your eyes, my love,” Master says.
Yes, it was Master all along. She slowly opens her eyes and looks into his. Sobbing uncontrollably and clutching onto him for dear life, he holds her there for a while.
Eventually, he gets up and carries her into the bathroom, putting her into the bath he ran. Ever so tenderly he washes her body, stripping away the events of the night. Never saying a word.
After the bath, he dries her off and carries her back to the bed, laying her down. He pushes her legs up and apart as he begins to go down on her. Gently bringing her exhausted soul to climax again with his tongue.
Callie cries again as her Master gets on top of her and enters her in one thrust. He stays there and leans down to whisper in her ear…
“You are safe. You are Mine, I own you. I love you.” With that, he starts to slide his cock in and out. Tenderly kissing her face until they both cum together.

Home Alone, pt. 1

This fantasy was first and strongest. It is my little dark secret that I have carried with me for quite sometime. It is a controversial and tender subject for some, and I am sorry for what they had to experience involuntarily. For me, this scenario gets me wet every time I think about it! Hope you Enjoy!


Sitting home alone one night, Callie is watching a horror movie on t.v, something she usually never does. She knows her Master will be home from working 2nd shift soon, but still frightened by the movie she startles at every strange noise.
It’s late, about 2 a.m. when the movie ends. She is tired and decides to try to get some sleep, but unfortunately sleep eludes her. Every creak, every knock, each noise makes her jump in her skin, and she wonders why Master isn’t home yet. Eventually though, she falls asleep from pure exhaustion.

Next thing she knows someone is on top of her, straddling her with her arms pinned under their knees and a hand over her mouth. She can’t scream. It’s dark and all she can see is a silhouette, no features, no clue as to who this man is. Her heart races 1000 miles an hour as she struggles to get free. Something covers her eyes, and she feels him lean down. His face next to her ear, she feels his hot breath on her cheek.
“Don’t make a sound. Do you understand?” he whispers.The voice is faintly familiar, but Callie is too scared out of her mind to place it. She quickly nods her understanding.
“Good.” He takes his hand from her mouth.
She bites her lip as he fastens whatever is covering her eyes tightly around her head, keeping it in place. Her hands are beginning to hurt, pinned as they are under his knees. He first takes one hand and then the other and ties them together, and ties them above her head.
“Don’t move.” Callie lays perfectly still, too scared to even breathe.
He gets up and she hears him rummaging through everything. Drawers, closet, even going into the bathroom, nothing is left untouched. A robbery. All she can hope for is that he will leave and her Master come home soon!
However, she is not so lucky. She sleeps naked and her nude body is exposed, and suddenly there is a hand on her throat, tight but she can still get air.
“Don’t move, don’t speak. I AM going to hurt you, but worse if you disobey me. You’re going to enjoy this no matter how hard you try not to.” Against all that is right, his words strike a chord with her ingrained submissiveness. He chuckles.
“Please don’t hurt me,” she sputters anyway.

...to be continued.

Mental Stimulation

I just woke up from a dream of touching you with a crop. I didn't expect that but it was something. I rarely dream of sexual acts of any sort.

I remember dreams before, but its been awhile.

It's been awhile, but I do remember dreaming those about you.
This was very strong, I woke up craving. Wish you were a bit closer.. I would be coming over to fuck you. I think we would probably both be bruised afterwards. Hands full of hair and just animalistic energy.

so when are you going to get here?? ;)

If I do I may kidnap you.

kidnap?

Yes, kidnap, fuck, enslave, fuck some more.

*grin, drool*

Well, I guess I need to try and sleep with this craving or I will never sleep tonight, but its there and I hope I do dream of you again.

screw the dreaming, get your ass down here and bruise me!!

fame, where's fortune??

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callie, sexologist?

So, while I am trying to take a nap, I get a text from a male friend of mine back home...

Hey, I have a question that maybe you can answer? Its kinda personal, but it will make me understand what my friend is telling me about. I am not sure if its
true.

Oh, here we go..

Do women have more intense orgasms while having anal sex or not? I just find it hard to believe, but he says its true. I'm so confused.

Shit, there goes my nap!

I certainly cannot speak for any other female, but I told him that I thought that yes, it is true for most women. And that many can't have a purely vaginal orgasm without some clitoral or anal stimulation thrown in the mix. I, also, worked with a girl that prefered anal over vaginal.

For me, I have always classified 3 different types of orgasm: vaginal, clitoral, and of course anal. They each feel different and have different degrees of intensity singly. Combine all 3 at once, and Oh My God!! SM was the master at the SixPack when burying his head between my legs, and I was a happy girl everytime! Mmmm....

Oops, I got sidetracked. Where was I?
Oh! The messages...

Can I ask, have you done it? Is it great?

WTF! Am I talking to the 40-year-old virgin here?! You've never?!?

I have never known it would be good. Always thought it would be more painful than you have said. Never met anyone who was interested.

I think my mind came to a screeching halt. This buddy of mine... every other sentence is about sex. The guy gets alot. Hot wife at home, some swinging on the side... 3somes, sex parties. Not like he's unexperienced. In fact, I am the prude next to him.
Except on this topic, I guess!! LOL Not like I am an anal-whore by any means whatsoever! I certainly like a digit slipped when being licked like a toostie pop, but full-on anal is only an occasional treat for me. When done right, its I see stars!!



What do you think? Bigger, better orgasms from anal or just too much to mess with?