Memories ~MoP 4

Clowns and epitomes,
In dreams,
And walking ghosts.
Dancing and gay,
At the top of my head.

Silly grins, balloons,
Brief photos of life.
Memories of past,
Fading and gone.

Stories are told,
In gold,
And polished bright.
Familar they say,
At the top of my head.

callie, sexologist?

So, while I am trying to take a nap, I get a text from a male friend of mine back home...

Hey, I have a question that maybe you can answer? Its kinda personal, but it will make me understand what my friend is telling me about. I am not sure if its
true.

Oh, here we go..

Do women have more intense orgasms while having anal sex or not? I just find it hard to believe, but he says its true. I'm so confused.

Shit, there goes my nap!

I certainly cannot speak for any other female, but I told him that I thought that yes, it is true for most women. And that many can't have a purely vaginal orgasm without some clitoral or anal stimulation thrown in the mix. I, also, worked with a girl that prefered anal over vaginal.

For me, I have always classified 3 different types of orgasm: vaginal, clitoral, and of course anal. They each feel different and have different degrees of intensity singly. Combine all 3 at once, and Oh My God!! SM was the master at the SixPack when burying his head between my legs, and I was a happy girl everytime! Mmmm....

Oops, I got sidetracked. Where was I?
Oh! The messages...

Can I ask, have you done it? Is it great?

WTF! Am I talking to the 40-year-old virgin here?! You've never?!?

I have never known it would be good. Always thought it would be more painful than you have said. Never met anyone who was interested.

I think my mind came to a screeching halt. This buddy of mine... every other sentence is about sex. The guy gets alot. Hot wife at home, some swinging on the side... 3somes, sex parties. Not like he's unexperienced. In fact, I am the prude next to him.
Except on this topic, I guess!! LOL Not like I am an anal-whore by any means whatsoever! I certainly like a digit slipped when being licked like a toostie pop, but full-on anal is only an occasional treat for me. When done right, its I see stars!!



What do you think? Bigger, better orgasms from anal or just too much to mess with?

Cry and Hope ~ MoP 3

Struggling to get free,
To escape the hypocrasy.
Tied down to a future,
I didn't want,
Didn't ask for,
Don't deserve.

What did I ever do to you?
Why do you treat me as you do?

Sure, perfection
Is not my strong point.
I have my flaws,
Scars and torments.
But I try and
Cry and hope.

Struggling to get free,
These double-standards
Are killing me.

TMI Tuesday 2

1. When you sleep with someone, how much or how little contact do you like to have? I am a cuddler, but also want my space. If I can't get comfortable, then i can't sleep. And if I am horny, having a naked body pressed against me tends to keep me awake too! ;)

2. What do you think there is a appropriate amount of time for a divorce parent to date before introducing the kids to the "new" "special" person in their life? That would have to be an individual choice based on the circumstances and ages of the children. I think if the parent is "just playing the field," then it would be inappropriate to introduce every wo/man that crosses the sheets. If the relationship has been discussed, is serious, and there is a possible future, then introductions would be appropriate.

3. Which ONE do you wish you had more of in bed... romance, experimentation or foreplay? How about just SEX in general? Let me get the basics and then I will quibble over the details! ;)

4. What do you thinks makes a kiss great? Passion, whether subtle or fiery. That spark that keeps you glued to the taste and feel of the other's lips. Oh! And a little bit of biting goes along way! :D

5. Describe your sex life in two words. Sadly Nonexistent

Bonus (as in optional): Do you remember a time when you were having sex that you smile or even laugh about now? Do tell.... I can't think of any one moment right now. SM was great in the sack, that is one thing I will give him credit for and certainly miss a lot! He knew how to push the right buttons, and that always makes me smile. Now, it just makes me cry, cause I need to get laid!!

Wishing ~ MoP #2

Fingers trail slowly,
Across icy expanse.

Drawing dreams

In window panes,

Drawing hopes,

And Laughs.

Red and White ~ MoP #1

The faire has been laid,

Lucky shirt worn.

Surrounded by friends,

The SuperBowl is on!

On the edge of your seat,

Pulse on high.

61 years in the making,

"Cardinals, Its your time!"

Backward and Forward

`Well, January '09 is over. One month down and 11 more to mess up..oops, I mean make changes for the better. ;)

I got alot accomplished and nothing at all done this month! The first half I got a good bit of studying in despite a streak of infections with my wisdom teeth. Finally got those darn things out a few weeks ago! Which has turned me into an unmotivated, blog surfing, lump of laziness the last half of the month.

I remember my dad made some crack about me getting my "smart" teeth out before the surgery. Shit, he may have been right!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Have a lot of plans for the month of February. Besides getting back into the swing of things with school, I want to try and start working out again in the mornings, and go through my belongings and de-clutter a bit.

As for the blog... besides the HNT, TMI, and 1WW's, I am going to attempt to participate in A Month of Poetry. The site says:

A Month of Poetry is a challenge to write a poem a day in the month of February. Send your poems to us, post them on your own blog (send us a link), print them in chapbooks and sell them, read them aloud to your friends, or burn them one by one. Just keep writing.

Time to brush the ol' cobwebs off the creative noggin' and see what I can come up with. This should be interesting. ;)

HNT #5 ~ Layers

Great Cake Debate

Chatting online with SM last night while I was working...

callie: i got Ho Ho's today, hee hee!
SM: LOL it's the little things.
callie: ya, the name alone makes them more fun to eat than just the cupcakes.. even though its the same darn ingredients.
SM: LMAO
callie: AND Ho Ho's are better than DingDongs... go figure .
SM: i don't know about that
callie: *gasp* you like DingDongs more than Ho Ho's?
SM: ha ha ha. yeah i do
callie: Ho Ho's have more cream filling
SM: you sure about tthat
callie: more filling, less cake
SM: LOL
callie: Although... they did get the names backwards... considering
SM: i was thinking the same thing. LOL i was going to call you a perv
callie: I am a perv, but you cant call me one if you were thinkin' it too

It's the little amusements that keep me from nodding off at the computer at 3 a.m. Still amazes me, the crap my mind comes up with sometimes. :D

VS.

What do you think?

TMI Tuesday 1 ~ Movie Edition

My 1st TMI Tuesday!!

1. What was the last movie you saw in a theater?
OMG! Ready for this one?? It was Superman Returns in 2006!! Which I had to see not only once, but again when it came to IMAX in 3-D, thanks to my Superman-obsessed ex, SM.

2. What is your favorite movie theater snack?
Mmmm.. gotta have Red Vines... fresh ones.. all soft and chewy.. *drool*

3. Have you ever snuck in 'outside' food into a theater?
EVERY time I go... or, uh, went that is! Unless I am on a date and he is paying. ;) but that hasn't happened in... ohh, AGES!! The theater just charges way too much for stale candy.

4. Have you ever made out in a theater?
Oh, yea! Who hasn't at least hit 'first base' at the movies??

5. What is the 'farthest' you have gone in a theater?
Umm... second base, rounding 3rd *brushes cobwebs off the memories* Oh, do drive-ins count?? Hee hee!

Bonus (as in optional): What is one of your favorite movie sex scene?
The first one that comes to mind is Boxing Helena. There are several oh soo hot scenes in that movie, but the one that comes to mind is when Nick and his girlfriend, Anne, are getting sweaty while Helena watches through a crack in the door. A song by Enigma is playing... and it pauses.. the breathing... ohh my! *starts fanning self* H.O.T. I think I need to go rent that movie again!

I tried to find a clip.. but no luck! Here is the trailer if you haven't seen the movie. It's one of my favorites, but definately has the creepy-factor going on.

Waiting

She holds her breath in anticipation waiting.

Always waiting.

When peace settles around her like a comfortable sweater,

The solitary sound a single beat of her heart.

Her eyes are cast down, seeing nothing and everything,

Following the fines lines of her skin engraved like memories.

Time is perfection.

This is her moment.

But...

Surrender is inevitable

HNT #4 ~ Yes, It's cold in here

HNT #3 ~ M.I.A.

*spot reserved for HNT #3*

oops. I am late, but that is nothing new.. the eternal procrastinator!



...starts digging though photos

If I were a boy..

*(This artist is Lisa Lavie and I am absolutely in love with her since finding her on youTube. She does covers that showcase her amazing voice, but her originals are just as great. I am sure I will have more of her music on here as time goes by, but check her out on your own!)

Eggs

I am a member of CM and have been for many years. My profile was originally created when I was a ProDomme all those many years ago.. and my screen name reflects that. When I got single again, I reactivated my profile and switched my preferences over to reflect the little subbie that I truly am. As you can imagine, this invites a lot of comments and some confusion with the contradiction!
So recently, I just decided to ditch the old profile and start new for the new year. Along with the old screenname not reflecting who I am any longer, the whole 'I want to tame the Domme' scenario that I seem to get from those that don't actually take the time to read my profile is getting rather old.


Like any dating/social site, there are 100 bad eggs for every 1 good egg you happen across. But the site does provide some amusement while skipping around basket in hand for the elusive real Dominant. ;) VanImp at Vanilla Impaired calls those bad eggs "Duminants" and so true it is! Here is her blog on how to spot this abundant species and tips on how to avoid being pestered by one!


I got this message a week or so ago that I had to share! I think this guy fits VanImp's criteria.

First contact from SirClueless*: Kneel and open your mouth

My reply: Only if you want it bitten off. Do not presume to order me.. you are NOT my master.

hee hee

Clueless: Smiles. But that could be rectified. You have a beautiful back and beautiful profile


Wow, dense. I am thinking he didn't get the point the first time around, just a guess though.. However, that day I didn't want to waste more energy on this eejit.

Me: Not going to happen. Sorry. Good luck, elsewhere.

Him: I didnt expect the tediousness of that from your profile!

my blank stare...uhh......

My profile says very little... but one of the things it does say is that I am NOT looking for an eejit... err.. Master. That I am only there to meet new people and friends. I think I need to start letting my little Domme back out again, and start seeing just how much I can toy with the Duminants.



*names have been changed to protect the...errm...innocent?

Nip/Tuck

My little blog got a little plastic surgery today. Face lift, boob job... Isn't it deliciously yummy now?? :> There are still a few things to tweak here and there, links to add, etc., but I think I is an excellent layout compared to the standard run of the mill templates provided by Blogger.

I had been toying with the idea of moving over to WordPress and even set up an account and imported my posts last week. I heard they are more customizable among other things (if you want to pay, I found out!) These past few days over there I have been trying on the pretties, twirling in the mirror, trying to get a feel for their setup. I just couldn't get used to it, I guess. I couldn't find that perfect little black dress that fit just right.
So, here I stay for now. Maybe someday when I have more time to devote to programming, have a bigger audience, and in general just need more... we'll give it another go.

HNT #2 Markered

HNT #1 ~ Happy New Year!

This week's theme was favorite HNT from 2008, but obviously I don't have any as this is numero uno! So here is my favorite picture from last year. Bon Appetit!

that time of year

...where we attempt to turn our back on the past and stare down the future by making promises we will never keep...

Yes, its resolution time!

I have a few. The obligatory blog blog blog, lose weight, stop smoking, workout more...

But I have others as well. I have vowed mental self-improvement. I have to undo some of the damage caused by my ex. It has been a rough few years. So, this year has to get better or I will... I will... well, I will just whine about it on here! ;)

talking to myself

I write my best stuff in my head..lying in bed, far away from pen and paper. The words pour forth like a river... beautiful, thoughtful, ...inspired. Problem is as I sit here to commit my prose to print, these words no longer exist. My brain becomes that tone you hear when you've left the phone off the hook............

~please hold and an operator will assist you momentarily~