Fill-In #2

Not feelin' the 'questions' much this week, but...here we go!

1. It's cold and I must be dreaming because its over 100..

2. Fried Green tomatoes.

3. My favorite health and beauty product is my body spray.

4. When you want to get the baby to sleep, take a nice long ride.

5. Well, first of all was the last thing she said.

6. A deck of cards and a bunch of poker jerks; those were the cast of characters in a recent dream and it was not that exciting.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to not working, tomorrow my plans include a whole lot of nothing and Sunday, I want to forget that rent is due the next day!

HNT 14 ~ Sex Appeal

Most days there is no reason to dress up,
to feel pretty.
When the dishes get to be too much,
the laundry is piling up,
screaming kids and studying to be done.
There are days that the most attention I pay to myself is
just putting my hair in a pony tail...

But sometimes...

sometimes,

I need to know I 'still got it.'

A little skirt,

a hot pair of shoes,

pulled from the back of the closet.

Five minutes to myself,

to twist and turn in front of the mirror,

Before the next load of laundry needs to be put in.

Just Filler...

And...here we go!

1. Moving is something I would like to never do again.

2. It's a very rare moment that I feel free.

3. My best quality is also my worst quality.

4. I have a fine eye for the details.

5. In nearly 10 years, I have loved and lost several times over and still not learned my lesson.

6. A strong drink and a back massage is what I need right now!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to some lovin', tomorrow my plans include being drivin' insane by 3 kids and (by)Sunday, I want to hide in the corner and cry!

HNT 13 ~ The straw that broke...

Somedays...

you feel the weight of the world

on your shoulders.

Somedays...

you just want to hide in the corner,

or bang your head against the wall.

Somedays...

you just need to stop,

and Breathe.

TMI Tuesday 13

This week's questions were submitted by Os in honor of HNTs 4th Birthday!

1. Have you ever participated in HNT? If so, when? If not, why not?
Yes, I have. Although I have been absent lately. Every week passes and I think 'oh! I need to do an HNT!' but then can't seem to muster enough energy to actually do so.

2. Have you ever avoided certain sites because of the HNT pictures that were posted?
No. My blog is NSFW most times itself, so I for sure wouldn't be avoiding more graphic HNTs. In fact, most of the blogs on my reader are sex-blogs of some nature.

3. Have you ever posted a HNT picture that you wish that you hadn't?
Yes and no. One of the more graphic (not really) pictures I posted here - which I have no problem with, but I also used it as an avatar for a minute. The ex, SM, saw it and gave me a bit of a headache about it.

4. Do you email/text/call anyone regularly with someone you met through HNT?

No, I don't really have 'blogger friends' that I keep in contact with outside of the comment box.

5. What percentage of your online friends are current or former HNTers?
None. See above. :P

6. Does anyone in your "real" life know that you do HNT (if, of course, you do)?
Yes, a couple friends know.

7. Other than previously-known friends, have you met any fellow HNTers?
Nope, again see above.

8. Have you ever downloaded someone else's HNT pictures?
No, I haven't downloaded any. I know where they are if I ever wanted to go back and look at them again.

BONUS QUESTION: Have you ever submitted a picture for "...the Other HNT"?
No, I considered it before I started doing HNTs, but at the time getting a free minute to do a decent photo was rare and I just never got around to it. I did used to go visit the site regularly, but again as with my blogging, that has fallen off over time.

TMI Tuesday 12

1. Have you ever bought a membership to a porn site? If yes, what is the most recent one and did you like it?
Nope, never paid for porn. If I want it (which is rare!), there is enough out there for free!

2. Would you rather watch a erotic/porn movie, read a story, or listen to an audio? Why?
I prefer the story. I love to read and a good erotic story always gets me worked up. :D Movies are always too cheesy for me and I end up judging the music, technique, script, etc.. and miss the point of it all. But a story lets me insert a bit of my own imagination and visuals into it make it personal, to put myself into the story.

3. If you have a significant other what do you do for each other to get in the mood? If you don't what would you kind of thing could a future potential long term partner do to get you in the mood?
Lately... always in the mood. The hard part is finding the quiet time to explore said mood! ;)

4. When it comes to sex, how much do you talk about it with others? How comfortable are you talking about sex?
Oddly enough, I am WAY comfortable talking about sex in general conversation, but talking about it with my partner, likes dislikes etc., I clam up and become extrememly shy about it.

I could casually tell a perfect stranger that I like to be tied up and treated like a dirty whore, but get me to say the same thing to my partner? Never!

5. What are the last 5 things you search[ed] for on Google (or another search engine)?
*drum lessons -want to start learning.
*drum tabs -trying to find some songs I like to play.
*cake designs for kids -the oldest's birthday is in a few weeks.
*fondant recipe -found a cool one if you ever wanted to try it.
*tibial tubercle -a medical term for a test for school.

Bonus: Have you ever had a fantasy that you were ashamed of?
Not so much ashamed. More like I know I it goes against the moral convictions of most people. But it's a fantasy... or a fleeting 'what if this happened?' and it will always stay that way.

Happy Easter!

HNT 12 ~ New Couch

New house, new couch... and it's comfy too!

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1. Have you ever had a sexual experience with the opposite sex?
Umm.. yeah. More than once even!

2. When you see someone you like, how do you act, how do you get their attention?
Flirt stupidly. Tell all my best stories, lol

3. Dominate or dominated, which do you prefer?
Dominated.. yummy

4. Would you/ Have you ever had a threesome?
Never had, not interested.

5. When was the last time you had sex?
Last night and in about 15 minutes! *wink*

6. Sex on the first date...good or bad?
Depends on the situation. Bad, I guess, but very guilty. *grin*

7. Do you have any random or out of the ordinary turn ons?
Out of the ordinary to whom?

8. What attributes attract you to a potential partner.
In general, stableness, being sane :D ... height, stocky body type.

LOL, felt I was answering a mySpace meme for highschoolers almost! Not much to add this week.

HNT ~ M.I.A.

No HNT this week.. too much going on and a dead battery in the camera. :(

But do check out others exceptional entries this week if you haven't already...

Vanilla Impaired
Coy Pink

and of course..

Osbasso

TMI Tuesday 8

1. Have you ever sent or recieved a sext message?

Oh so very very guilty of this one, yes. If you had ever laid peepers on my old blog you would know this!

2. Have you ever made or recieved a booty call?

Umm.. no, I don't think I have. Usually it was under the pretense of hanging out and things may or may not have gotten nekkid from there.

3. Have you ever added or edited a word/entry to Wikipedia or Urban Dictionary or any other online reference?

Nope!

4. At what age did you have your first consensual sexual experience?

17

5. What has been the greatest age difference between you a consensual sexual partner?

9 years older than me is the biggest gap.. and only once did I date someone younger and that was a 5 year difference.

Bonus (as in optional): Why do you blog?

Depending on the day... boredom, creative outlet, palce to rant and whine, write and show-off, a place to mark memories.

safewurd?

Demon Fire

The blue flame licked across her skin like demon fire. As quickly as it was there it was gone. The only remembrance, a slight burn. The flame was not nearly as hot as her lust for her captor. No other could ignite her inner fire like he could. Just a caress of his breath against her flesh sent shivers coursing though her core.
With his hands he painted his mark across her body once again. A flick of the lighter and the ethereal flame sprang to life, dancing to a tune only it heard, ghostly in its beauty. A swipe of his hand and it was gone. Her captor had the power over flame, over flesh, over soul.
He lit his fingers tips and she watched the fire dance in his eyes as a wicked smile began to cross his lips. One by one, he put each finger to those lips and extinguished the flame as if taking the fire into himself. As the last light went out, he leaned down and kissed her hard.

HNT 11 ~ Collar

It came! My lovely little prize from KinkySexLink!

Isn't it purty?!

Hungry??

Lava

Blood runs down her arm like molten red rivers bubbling up from the depths. Drip drip. Off her fingertips, her eyes follow each droplet as it hits the white tile floor. Pooling, growing into a miniature lake below. What have I done? Maybe gone too far this time. She looks up into the mirror and sees death. Pale moss eyes stare back at her from sunken sockets. Tears and smudged makeup marking the depths. My lips are too red, she thinks to herself. They should be lighter… blue. What have I done?
Too far this time. Her familiar dance with death always had too many variables. Too many easy slips, but she could not resist the music. Her feet always carried her to the tune. She had come back so many times before.
All she could do was wait for the sirens and hope the angels would save her. Closing her eyes, she listened, swaying a bit to the tune. Drip drip. She could almost feel the flames of eternity licking at her toes, smell searing flesh as the song of the dammed played silently. No sirens this time. No soft angels wings to save her. Only rivers of lava flowing down her arms to the floor and the sweet beautiful dance into the fire.

HNT 11 ~ Naptime

Sneaking in an afternoon nap. ;)

Saint Patrick's Day

Happy Excuse to Get Drunk Day!!!

... like I really need an excuse to drink!!

Happy S&BJ Day!

Sudsy

Standing together naked in the shower after one of their escapades, he begins to slowly wash her body. The loofah gliding across her skin, scrubbing away the sex and sweat. His lips catch hers as he brings her hands over her head and holds her by the wrists with his 1 strong hand. With the other he continues to soap up every inch of her. Forced on tiptoe, she leans to try and taste him, kiss his neck, anything. He just laughs and pulls her higher. Body against body, his lips tasting, bound and soapy. She is in heaven.