take a number

Do you want to know me,
or do you just want to fuck?
I mean, let's be honest here, shall we?
We are both adults.

This pretending to care for my soul,
as a way to get me to bare my skin for you,
...is sickening.
And the EXACT reason why you will never see me,
Outside or In.

So take a number, get in line.
(It never moves, by the way!)
You're not the first,
and I am positive you won't be the last,
to try this game with me.

Do you really want to know me?
Because that is where all the best of me lies.
But let's me honest here, shall we?
You really just want to fuck.

Drink You Away

the solitude enveloped her
--or was it the vodka,
the cheap kind that burned out any lingering feelings.
but eventually they all did that, and
sunrise was going to hurt